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I know its kinda sad to have this kinda ending.
But its really not I've wanted.
Guess we're just not suitable to be buddies?

Since I've been troubled for so long,
teared for umpteen times,
disappointed till I ended up expecting nth from you.
Probably these are all the evidences that prove that I'm doing the correct thing.

It's just too many times that I've tried to forget and forgive.
Covering those unhappiness by feigning ignorance.
Trying not to think of it, trying to get rid of those troubles.
However eventually, the problems still persist.
We still got to face up to reality one day.
This day has come.

This is the day when I've decided to let go totally.
This is the only day, you saw the red light in our friendship.
You still didn't know what has gone wrong.
Everything has gone wrong since the start, yet u didn't know.

Do I really matter to you?
I really doubt myself.
I doubt the existence of me in you.
I was correct, when I met Joseph.

He tried to speak for you.
I know, he knows it too, that what he was saying was just to console me.
Nothing was based on facts.

Initially I thought that the way you treat me is already considered good enough.
I really did cherish you.
But did you on the vice-versa?

Joseph tried to do everything in the world for me.
He'd make sure I'm not being left out.
He lends a pair of listening ears to me.
When I'm quiet, he'd ask me if I'm alright.
He would keep prompting and promising me to speak to him whenever I have troubles.

When he knew that I'm alone at home, he would keep me occupied by keep texting me.
Every time I asked him out, he would definitely agree as he doesn't want to disappoint me.
He would accompany back to Tiong Bahru although he doesn't take 195.
He would make sure I've reached home safely, by asking me to text him whenever I reaches home.

Whenever I'm sad, he would be upset too.
But every time when I was down, I'd be alright after awhile.
Reason being this cute buddy of mine would cheer me up by using his cute expression.

We text each other everyday without fail, unless we meet up for that day.
My life is occupied by him.
He promised me a lot of times, that he'd stand by me for eternity.

He's really a friend whom treats me wholeheartedly and sincerely.
He does not expect anything back in return from me,
he just want to treat me nicely.

I'm really touched that he gives in to me all the time.
By asking me to decide where to have dinner,
where to go the next outing.
Every single thing he would give in to me,
reason being, he wants me to be happy.

In this period of my life with Gnomeo's presence,
I'm really fortunate and really happy.
Frankly speaking, he is one of the people who treats me the nicest.
I really really cannot ask for anything more.
Because, his presence is already the best thing occurring to me.

A friend who wants me to be real happy.
Keeps me accompanied when I'm alone.
Stands by me when I'm down.
Lend a pair of listening ears when I have problems.
Hugs me when I really need one.
Nothing but the best from him.
Willingly gives me the whole world.
Asking for no returns.

Cherish, lots.
Forgetting the unhappy past.
Cherish this cute Gnomeo.
Lots of love~

am i asking too much, or expecting too
much? sorry if i did.
you're a good person, i shouldnt complicate
ur life.
i shudn't be here in the first place i think.
total being left out, and ur doing nth to help
me.
all i needed was a company when im alone for just awhile,
u din give.
i was troubled and moody.
u din care.
if im asking too much,
then i think i get the hint.

im ok,
buddy..
ive been thru happy moments with u,
and im contented.
thanks for those moments.
if u want them to be just history,
i wont complain.
i will just take the initiative.

u've found people who knows u better
than me.
someone whom u have more topics to talk
about.
someone whom u are willing to talk more
with.
someone whom u are willing to share ur
feelings with.
someone whom u are willing to go overseas
with.

apparantly,
u have forgotten what u have said to me.
we wanted to go taiwan tgt.
but since u wanna go with him,
what else can i say?

wad really matters to me is that,
u are really happy.
im fine..

regain my happiness,
regain my confidence,
and lastly, my weight!

no one to gym with =(

Received my letter.
Its 8th November!

Gonna go 'Genting' 4 days
later..!
Its so fast!

Anw, im gonna let everything go freely.
Cruelty of the reality is always
hitting me real hard.
Im different.
Acceptance and understanding are
all dependable on u.


Shall learn the skill of independence.

many have received their enlistment letter!!!
LIKE ZOMG!
including bud..ARGH!
and ssh's enlistment clashes with our bangkok
trip. HOW SAD CAN THAT BE! oh man.
=(

to me, enlisting is really a nightmare.
a nightmare which prevents me from enjoying life.
a nightmare which separates me up from enjoyment of a teenage.
a nightmare which ties me up from everything.
a nightmare which is gonna change my whole life.

how time flies is amazing.
when entered poly, i thought that NS is still
a very faraway thing.
3 yrs have passed with a wink, and im now
waiting to be enlisted.
machiam waiting to be sent to hell.

people keep asking me "when go NS how! ur hair how?!"
den i told them i'm already mentally prepared.
but now, think of it,
I WASN'T PREPARED AT ALL!
not just hair but, the 360oC change of life that
im gonna adapt to.
oh well, how sad can that be?
gonna miss out the fun im having now.

ALRIGHT!
STAY OPTIMISTIC SINCE MY LETTER HASNT COME!
I SHALL LIVE MY EVERY DAY TO THE CRAZIEST AND
HIGHEST AND FULLEST!
NO MORE EXCESS TIME TO WASTE!
LETS PARTY!!

bud no worries k! =D

after enlistment,
猪肝will become 健硕猪，
美味，可口，值得！

it has been like a dream.
I'VE FLOWN TO TAIPEI!!

(mich u can read this for
recommended places to go!)

the trip was great,
extremely fun!!

it was just a mere 6-days
trip, but the people we knew
in their NTUA,
the tour guide, and even the
stall vendors were SO NICE
and FRIENDLY!

i seriously like every bits of
taiwan, even the grace hotel
we stayed in.
like ZOMG?!?!
homely and comfy until~~!!!

1st night- shilin night market was great!
the food and shopping area were grouped
separately,
and i didn't shop much!
quite a big place to shop at,
and some prices are fixed so
not bargainable i guess?

2nd night- ximending!
the place is SUPER DUPER HUGE!
rather risky for peeps like me who
do not recognise routes.
HAHA!
likewise for shilin, prices are more
or less not bargainable.
food wise, got Ah Zhong Mian Xian
(the very famous mian xian), and other
taiwanese local food can be found!

3rd night- Wu fen pu!
this is the best man!!!
the time given for us was a pathetic
1 hour, so bud and i were super rushed!
the area was just nice,
not too big nor small.
a recognised bubble tea shop can be found
at the head, ordered a warm drink cuz the
weather's too cold!
prices of apparels are bargainable,
provided u think they have marked-up
by a lot.
A VERY NICE PLACE TO SHOP AT!!
NICE STUFF, GOOD PRICES, NICE DRINK!

4th night- shi ta night market!
the area is small i must say,
BUT the food there is superbly nice!!
have chanced upon a stall selling
'lu wei'. and its queue was like fking long!
ok, getting to eat nice food,
sure must invest time to queue.
and its indeed very nice!!!
i love it to the extreme!!
ok,for some of u may find it normal.
LOL.
apparels wise, NOT TOO BAD!!
ive got myself 2 tees from there,
and prices are bargainable!!
WHOO!

5th night was concert.
erm,ok. nth much to say.

last day morning was to 101 building!
ZOMG, the lift is super fast,
and the buiding is superb!
got onto the the highest level
and look at the scenery of taipei city.
i guess it would be more shiok if
we were to see the scenery at night!

taipei is such homely to me.
i seriously cant bear to leave there,
i wanna stay there!!!!
love the cold but dry weather-
whereby u can smile and lips cracked,
love the way we can dress thickly due to
the coldness,
love the culture they emphasized on
people-to-people relationship,
love their shopping areas,
love their food,
love their hotel,budget yet comfy.
and of course,
it wouldnt be perfect without
the company of see siew hin and other
SGNs.
thanks bud and all for making this
trip so fulfilling!

LOVE EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING IN TAIPEI!
=DDDDDDDDDDD

THANKS SGNs FOR THE SURPRISES AND LIES!
LOL.

although some lies are fake, i still
got bluffed. so this proves that im
单纯.
dont 联邦me say me不单纯 hor.

Thanks for the card and presents too!
Love ya all! ;)

I love iTouch too! WHOO!

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