28.10.09
wad more could i ask for?
ahahah.
im so fortunate.
even though there are missing parts
here and there, i still do
think i could ask for no more
things.
well,
I have my:
1.Dad who works so hard just to support
us.
2.Mummy who keeps worrying about me.
3. Siblings who treat me like a little
brother though im already near 20. =/
4. Best flen erhu and Buddy jor to
hear me say nonsense, and to entertain me. =]
5. Sharon, Wanting, Mad, Mick, Mich,
Nic, Wanting to entertain me as well! or am i
entertaining them? lol? :)
6. Doggie Bebe who goes crazy when im homed.
he's damn high everytime. love him thou hes fat.
Im already contented.
really.
Theres this saying:
"You've only got two hands.
If you just cant let go of some things,
you wont be able to gain too.
Possessing too much things isnt a
great thing overall. It prevents you
from getting new and greater things."
Published at 23:56
25.10.09
dont just look forward, look into ur past.
had a charity night performance!
cum walking day i suppose.
walked to cc to carry instru up to van,
walked to metta for rehearsal as van
got no space,
walked to cc for dinner,
walked to metta for performance,
walked to cc after perf to unload instru,
slacked at cc for some chat,
walked to eastpoint with mad,
walked past cc to mad's house,
walked past cc to my house.
leg muscles, i sincerely hope that u wont
feel tired during a 2.4km jog from now onwards,
since ive given u enuf training.
muahaha.
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had been doing alot of thinking.
thinking about the past too.
as compared to now,
i couldnt afford to get things i
want last time, couldnt go out as
often as now last time, couldnt go
out till late midnight, couldnt
play a single instru bef joining co.
though life seems to be more
happening now, it is the process
whereby i reached this stage thats
worth remembering and kept in mind.
i know that one day im gonna start a
family with car, house etc.
but by the time, i'd be thinking back
about the process how did i accomplish
it. i may be even thinking about the
life i had now, this moment,
and may not even able to imagine
the way i lead my life, like blogging!?
hahaha.
well, im gonna cherish life now so
that i can still rmb when i grows
older and become successful,
which i know i will be, definitely.
HOHOHO!
graduation from tp in half years' time.
how fast!
gonna miss all my frens when enlisted.
nothing will ever changes.
Published at 03:54
24.10.09
NO MOOD AT ALL.
the title says it all.
Published at 01:57
22.10.09
GAINED 3KGS IN 2-3 WEEKS!
im so proud of myself for gaining
so much weight recently.
:D
do u know how much did i eat
per meal?
for every meal,
i ate till i felt like vomiting.
i just gobble up those tons of
carbohydrates.
after each meal like that,
i still forced myself to drink
weight gainer, which is so thick,
so sweet and such a big portion!
instantly, i felt damn heavy.
with my bloated stomach waving
to me.
ever since SIP,
ive been eating like this.
and finally here comes the
fruit. :D
gonna gym, jog, basketball
and whatever that i can do to
transform the fats into muscles.
well, to train for NAPFA too.
im damn excited upon turning 60kilos,
which is my target.
i rmb 2 yrs ago i was delighted that
i turned 50kilos.
like huh..?!
and if u guys noticed,
eng has became T A L L E R !
i think so?
Published at 22:06
11.10.09
VERY FRUITFUL DAY!
WOW!
i din expect myself to be so
hardworking today!
or rather ytd (sat).
i did a lot of meaningful stuff:
1.sweeped the floor
2.mopped the floor
3.washed the dishes
4.cleared the storeroom
5.JOGGING!!
6.fed my dog
7.washed all my dark-colored laundries
im so proud of myself!
its like sooooo seldom that i will
be at home, so i want myself to do a
lot of things in one go!
the most unexpected thing was i went
jogging by myself.
i jogged for 2.4km outside changkat,
and i took like, 18mins.
WAHAHA
im weak.
ANW,
it has been long since i bought things.
=(
a need for wallet and jeans now!
need for bags clothes has died down.
grats to eng!
OH SHIT.
eng whispers:
eng's dad still rmb that eng owes
him money 'cause of the bag he bought
at genting! ARGH...!
Published at 04:51
8.10.09
神经很大条!
my nerve is really l o n g and
THICK!
LOLOLOL.
seriously,
i dunno wad am i up to.
having gone thru SIP for a month,
i still cant decide which mode of
transport i shud take home!
to put it simply,
i have like 5 methods of going home.
1. shuttle bus to tamp, then train.
this method is abit silly,
cuz from expo area to tamp,
will pass by simei!
and the bus just couldnt stop
at simei.
F man.
2. shuttle bus to tenah merah, then train.
this method looks decent.
but it isnt.
the journey from tenah to simei,
whoa i tell u.
L O N G E R than my nerve sial!
so 不值得.
3. FAST-walk 5mins to Expo MRT,
den take train to tenah, den to simei.
eh, no good! very long journey. =(
4. FAST-walk 10 mins to the main road
bus stop, and take 38.
this one, is abit silly too. HAHAHA!
firstly gotta walk quite far.
secondly, 38 only need to travel 4 stops
to my destination!
so not very 值得.
5. WALK ALL THE WAY HOME.
only bad point:
whole leg damn sour=(
well,
all these methods take about the same
duration of 25-30mins!
and 好死不死,
i recently chose to walk all the way home!
my 神经 really 很大条.
perspired so much.
whoa,
i work there everyday,
i everyday also need to think how
to go home.
wanna cycle,
but dad says its dangerous,
and i think its very cheena,
very uncle.
no?
every day to me is a dilemma!
no kid eh.
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ANW!
the previous post wasnt saying anyone
in particular.
it was just a generic comment
that every one would experience.
not only my nerves are long and thick,
i have a BIG HEART TOO.
lol.
:)
Published at 20:10
4.10.09
mich told me this.
when friend A asks B to go out,
B reject.
again, A asks B to go out,
B reject again.
so gradually,
A gets sicked and tired of it
and decided not to ask B to go
out again.
that's when 2 persons start
to distant.
didnt say anything cuz i know.
know that its not worthy.
there are many other people who is.
just too fake,
everything is.
its owaes till the last minute,
then salvation was being done.
sometimes when things are gone,
they are really gone,
no point holding on.
no one likes leading such
exhaustive life.
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suddenly rmb that by right,
my mother should have another
daughter, which was supposed to
be my elder sister, older than
me by 4 years.
however, it was being aborted
due to i-dunno-what reason.
this has made me thinking.
if she was borne,
i wouldnt be present in this
world.
if my parents want 4 kids,
i would be the 5th and may
be aborted,i supposed.
after all we arent that rich to
have 5 kids.
and again,
i start to think about my
purpose in life.
the impact i bring to
the people arnd.
well after all,
im still leading a happy
life!
so no worries!
Published at 03:51