26.7.09
FRIDAY'S NIGHT WAS FUN!
due to all the stress accumulated
by projects,
went to clark quay to drink on fri,
with mich and mick.
found a real nice bar.
nice ambiance, nice drinks,
nice music.
wads more?
theres a live band over there.
drank till quite tipsy,
and i felt like sleeping.
drew a lot of things on that bar table,
another word called vandalized.
and scolded some idiotic ppl on it.
was a night full of laughter,
fun and nonsense.
pictures on FB.
though i tried to forget every
single problem in one night,
it came hitting on me again the
next day.
when then i could be happy?
Published at 04:27
25.7.09
Published at 19:23
23.7.09
just when i wanna give up on
many things,
miracles happened!
lol.
just when i tot my dad hate me to
the core, he gave me a new balance
sports shoe just now.
:)
and this msg appears:
On this day of your life, Tan,
we believe God wants you to know that
it's your heart that knows who loves you,
not your ears or eyes.
Listen to the words, and you can be fooled.
Look at the actions, and you can be fooled.
You are loved only when you feel loved.
Who makes your heart soar now?
Well, what are you waiting for?
like LOL!
but very true.
:)
projects are almost down,
gonna enjoy myself this weekend.
:)
Published at 00:55
21.7.09
i find people who:
-dont reply sms,tags,comments,etc
-ignore people when talking to them
-keep complaining about this and that, endlessly
-take his/her frens for granted
-being a wet blanket when going out having fun
irritating.
of course,
im not criticizing anyone in particular.
:)
Published at 23:42
good news being shared once
again!
TOPMAN/ TOPSHOP having
SALES!30% and 50% off,
on selected items.
:)
oh i know a little of palm reading.
can consult me if u want.
HAHA!
:)
weird feeling.
=(
Published at 01:11
18.7.09
very very fked up ytd.
as my tutor was super bias.
he marked down my reflection journal
because of my lateness.
CAN YOU SEE ANY LINK?
if he marked down in his assessment
towards me, i still can accept.
but reflection journal,
shouldn't it based on content,
language etc?!
I felt very fked up,
as another journal with lousy english
like "this project is as easy as catching
a fish in a tank" , and "I have good relationship
working with them", got 7/10.
somemore its only one-paged.
I talked about leadership,
initiative etc, and i got 6.5
just because of my lateness.
WHAT THE FUCK IS THE LINK?!
and I've emailed him rgd this matter.
my standard of English and content are
definitely better than that person.
im not good at boot-licking teacher after all.
*roll eyes.
FFFFFF!
___________________________________________
mentality very very very tired.
why should i be the only one concerning?
Published at 02:08
17.7.09
this is damn meaningful..!
你们可能相爱过,你们也可能喜欢着彼此,
但是,为了什么原因你们没能在一起?
也许他为了朋友之间的义气,不能追她。
也许为了顾及家人的意见 ,你们没有在一起。
也许为了一些原因,她没有要你等她。
也许你们相遇太早,还不懂得珍惜对方。
也许你们相遇太晚,你们身边已经有了另一个人。
也许你回头太迟,对方已不再等待。
也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心,而迟迟无法跨出界线。
不过即使你们没在一起,你们还是保持了朋友的关系。
但是你们心底清楚,对这个人,你比朋友还多了一份关心。
即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手逛街,你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。
他有喜欢的人,你口头上会帮他追,心里却不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到。
他遇到困难时,你会尽你所能的帮他,不会计较谁又欠了谁。
男女朋友吃醋了,你会安抚他们说你和他只是朋友,但你心中会有那么一丝的不确定。每个人这辈子,心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友,很矛盾的行为。一开始你不甘心只做朋友的,但久了,突然发现这样最好。
你宁愿这样关心他, 总好过你们在一起而有天会分手。
你宁愿做他的朋友,彼此不会吃醋,才可以真的无所不谈。
特别是这样,你还是知道,他永远会关心你的。做不成男女朋友,当他那个特别的朋友,有什么不好呢?你心中的这个特别的朋友...? 是谁呢?
很多的感情,都因为一厢情愿,最后连朋友都当不成了,常常觉得惋惜,可惜一些本来很好的友情,最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你,如果你没有反应,这一段友情似乎也难以维持下去,这也难怪有些人会因此不肯踏出这一步。
因为这就像是一场赌注,表白了之后不是成了男女朋友,要不就连朋友都当不成了。有些事不是你能预料的,或许对方不在意,你们还可以是朋友,但却已经不如从前的好。也是可惜,也是遗憾!但还有没有可能是另一种情况,你可能永远都不甘心只是朋友. . . . .
Published at 02:33
15.7.09
PISSED OFF WITH THIS PARTICULAR
PERSON IN MY GROUP.
SUCH A STUBBORN PERSON,
DONT WANNA LISTEN AND CAUSED
SO MUCH TROUBLE.
already told him he just dun
wanna listen.
owaes wanna make until ppl
unhappy with him.
somemore, when we were having
different opinions,
he will end up with nth
to say and he will end,
"aiya anything la! up to u lor."
PLEASE FUCK OFFFFFF MY SIGHT.
like obviously he's owaes talking
nonsense.
wad im trying to say to him
was said by tcher,
and somemore known to everybody!
oh man.
he's more than that,
trust me, mich.
not only horrible as a project
mate, as a fren too.
i just dun wanna elaborate the incidents
one by one.
for goodness sake,
dont talk to me.
Published at 02:37
14.7.09
omgomgomgomg.
im so tired.
i din sleep last night -.-
and i still turned up for co.
hais.
friday was ddr with sharon
and jordon, and it was so fun.
HAHA.
addictive sia.
and saturday was bugis with
junsiang.
we ate house of steamboat for lunch!
can u imagine?
HAHAHA, cuz i was damn hungry.
ate ALOT.
was supposed to help him choose
clothes and bottom,
and end up im owaes the one buying.
bought 2 tees.
material is VERY GOOD.
and its definitely worth th price.
OMG.
so happy to buy things.
and how about junsiang?
he only bought a black berm
after much considerations.
HAIS.
LOL.
i keep spending money sia.
and now im very broke.
oh, ive bought my black stud too!
super happy.
=)
Published at 00:39
11.7.09
THIS WEEK IS SO SHIOK.
monday din turn up for co, and
feel so relaxed.
tuesday no school for me
slept till 4pm. =X(only this week)
wed only lecture at 2pm and co.
thur i skipped 2 tutorials and lec,
TOTALLY. slept till 4pm. =X
fri 11am lesson. went to DDR after that.
SO RELAXED RIGHT!
hahahahahahahaha.
only attended 3 days of school this week,
though i drew a 5-days allowance. =X =X =X =X
and somehow i felt guilty for
not turning up for tutorials.
shud be ok lar right?
dont wan myself to be too stressed,
hence gotta skip tutorials.
HHAHAHA,
the song ive newly posted is nice!
>>>
i wanna drink sooo badly.
i want a nice black stud, anywhere
i can find one?
a very random post.
hahaha
Published at 01:39
7.7.09
still, it is important to me, at least.
u shud know that.
im saying this to make sure
that u are not mistaken.
u are not mending the pieces alone.
we are doing it tgt with u.
its very diff i know,
so i dun wanna put in any pressure.
just let nature takes its course.
it takes 2 hands to clap.
so i think communication
would really help us along the way.
we shud talk more, perhaps.
Published at 00:16
3.7.09
eng shall learn how to:
1.be contented.
2.and relax.
without learning these,
im gonna...die!
shall catch up with old frens
soon. =D
i have got such an ugly
left foot.
the skin was DANGLING due to the
blister i had during ecp.
den also kena some black black
colouring cuz i wore formal shoes
consecutively on 2 days. cant seemed
to be washed away even while i bathe!
[BU JI XIANG! shudnt have went to fulin temple!
bu zhi de! ok that's an inside joke.]
now, i know how fortunate it is
to wear slippers. though formal shoes
made me look taller =x
jingting's farewell dinner later.
will miss her alot, rmbring all the
siao things that we did during practices.
ALL THE BEST FOR HER STUDIES! =D
shes a great senior ive had.
Published at 00:49