Faynne called me this morning and told me that my wallet has been found by the bus uncle who sent us to national museum.
YEAH! omg so happy. no need to remake IC and ezlink,and ATM! and inside got $15+ which is very impt to me, cuz im very very broke now.
2. I WOKE UP AT 11.40 TODAY!
i dunno why also. thoguh i slept at 4 ytd. and suddenly 11.40 i just woke up just like that. and dun feel tired at all.
so excited! got time to do many things.
anw, recently i have been practising my dance of the yi tribe, using air pipa.
that means, an imaginary pipa. LOL. ive learnt abt 1/3 of the song.
gonna steal frm cc this sunday, and pretends to go back like so enthu. in fact is just to steal their pipa. haha.
they also nv use one lor,so im actually helping them to utilise their resources.
damn it, my cursor is moving by itself, and the 'z' button keep on giving me trouble, i nv type z it will also appear zzzzzzz. and i have no chance to type my stuff lar.
but luckily, after i restart it, its alright alr. just the cursor probl which dosnt caused much trouble to me.
omg. i have been shitting, 2 times since morning. and now, aft my lunch, i still wanna shit.
3 times! tian.
study study study!
Published at 13:48
20.8.08
water tech over! did most questions MYSELF ok! and u noe lar. the rest. hahaha!
ok. so now, i wanna prac my dance of the yi tribe, and i got no pipa.
wanna steal ar! dun care.
and my dear wallet is missing. omytianar. remaking of ic.
my ezlink, and my atm and cash.
omt.
shud i buy a pipa? or shud i just steal?
lol.
ok steal for the time being.
no choice. im living in poverty. so sad.
and i need to get ass down on the chair, and get my eyes staring onto my notes!
exams are coming and have to get serious.
no joke.
RARWWW. tell me if dance of the yi tribe is nice or fabulous!
Published at 00:00
18.8.08
concert over!
will miss all the ppl there as i dun hav the habit of going cc. i go back that time was to see ZS only.
oh ya. i have thought of wad to song perform for solo alr!
it's 彝族舞曲. =D this song very nice. grade 5. and i oso dunno my skill is up to that anot. maybe la hor?
though i dunno if i can make it for this solo, but i'll practise and see how isit. haha.
my house now got no pipa for me to play. so sad.
shall go steal from somewhere. and the somewhere is tpco. hahaha.
ok tmr is my water tech test and i haven even start studying.
exams are coming. hm, so sad. have to mug and burn midnight oil again.
seriously, if i keep burning midnight oil, my face is going to show it all. (pimples)
so, i have to study earlier!
seriously.
howhowhow?! i think i.. ARGH!
not again lar. omg, u wont know wad im toking about. lol.
howhow?!
anw, i realised it just now, that it has been a wk since my beloved kiki letf me.
ive started to realised the fact that he has gone. but i still miss him lar. =( (no need console me cuz im alright alr)
for those who had shown concern for me, thanks alot=D
one phrase to sum up my feeling inside me now, i love all my frens! including kiki of cuz.
last time, i have been trying very hard in maintaining friendships. but it turned out to be disappointing.
but now i realised, wads urs is urs.
so now, i owaes let nature takes it course.
i dun mind giving in more in a friendship, but sometimes giving in too much will make u more disappointed.
so now, i shall relax. haha.
i repeat, i seriously love all my friends! LOL
i need someone who understand me internally. actually ive found, but.. i dun wan to try too hard.
who will understand me? im a weird one.
ok, bye.
=DDD
Published at 01:29
8.8.08
the cheena group!
whoo!
though im sad recently, but they are the few who really know abt my stuff.
i told them alot. as u know, i do not have many good frens.
dunno why did we click on so well. cuz i hav nv click on so well with my cds group.
and our proj is seriously theresa deng's fans gathering.
we met up like almost lar, everyday. and we cant really get down to work.
we open our lappie, and play the old nice songs by theresa.
so nice!
and coincidentally, we realized that we were all on specs on that presentation day.
and seriously i dun like those who din contribute anything to the project! and still demand us to send him earlier for him to prepare his speech, as if we no need time to do up the ppt! FUK U. ps. he left the class while we were taking these photos.
Published at 00:59
6.8.08
i miss u so.
i cant totally accept that u are gone.
i asked my sister, "have THEY eaten."
i reached home, while taking off my shoe on the seat, i was waiting for u to come and jump onto me. u did not come.
my heart is in such a pain.
i imagined if one day i could see u again, i will hug u tight and not let go.
bcuz of me, u suffered so much.
yet u still love me that much.
i feel so sorry, that its kind of a one-way relation, u are there for me, when i need u. and not the vice versa.
i had been letting u to smell my hand, wanting u to rmb me.
how i wish, u are still there,
jumping onto me.
playing balls with me.
wagging ur tail at me.
barking at me.
looking at me.
listening to my problems.
walking beside me, on the street.
my life now is imcomplete without u.
i smiled to myself, sometimes in a fake way.
and i could imagine u looking at the smile of mine,thinking that ive gotten over u,and leading a happy life.
u r mistaken. the smile is fake. the love for u is still there. i still miss u.
i still have my frens who r there though, i felt happy for that.
but without u, it is just imcomplete.
kiki, rmb. i still love u so, and missing u now.
take care of urself. im sorry.
Published at 23:28
kiki beloved son, thanks for the 6+ yrs u've been with me. i could still rmb how naughty u were, barking arnd and ended up beaten by me.
i could still rmb ur voice.
u'd owaes threw the ball to me,wanted me to play with u. by because of my tiredness, i often ignore u.
whenever i leaves the house, u bark and asked me not to leave. i did not care. i still leave.
u were all left behind with bebe at home. while im happily spending time with my frens.
when i reaches home feeling exhausted, u'd nv fail to jump onto me,wanting me to touch u. but i owaes try to hide away frm u,esp when im wearing white jeans. lol.
kiki, papa really loves u. and this few days i have been buysing with projects and co, coming home late. i din even have the time to spend with u.
when u are sick, im at school doing proj.
when u are terribly sick, and abt to leave this world, im still at sch.
i have been a failure father to u.
yet, u still treat me so good.
i beat u when u make noise. i throw tanthrum on u when im irritated by stuff. i ignored u afterwhich.
however, u will still wag ur tail when u see me.
no matter how i treat u, u will treat me as good.
ive taken granted of u.
ive not been taking good care of u despite im ur father.
i only know how to complain of the troubles that uve given me.
i din know how to appreciate u. until today.
u left me.
my heart is so painful, when i see u struggling.
i kept calling ur name, wanting u to wake up and do not leave me alone.
u did not hear.
u left me.
u've made all the memories between us, turned history.
ytd, when i saw u being sick and quiet, i kept telling u. papa loves u. papa loves u. so, why are u leaving me so early?
i know that u, love me more than i do. its incomparable. im too selfish. im taking u for granted. yet u still love me. cuz in this world, i believe, no one would give me as much as u did. u were a wonderful fren of mine.
u shared my joy and sorrow. yet, did i share ur joy and sorrow? im owaes not there for u, when u need me.
when i walked by the area that u'd owaes be at, i will still think that u are there.
yet in actual fact, u are gone.
my son.
so , i thank u for the times u had with me.
and seriously sry, for not taking good care of u.
i look at the happy times we have had.
and in split seconds, i realised they had became all the pasts.
kiki, u must learn how to take care of urself, be a good boy, and rmb me, ur papa. a papa whom love u.
i love u,so much.
Published at 00:04
2.8.08
如果沒有遇見你 我將會是在那裡 日子過得怎麼樣 人生是否要珍惜
也許認識某一人 過著平凡的日子 不知道會不會 也有愛情甜如蜜
任時光匆匆流去我只在乎你 心甘情願感染你的氣息 人生幾何能夠得到知己 失去生命的力量也不可惜
所以我求求你 別讓我離開你 除了你我不能感到一絲絲情意
如果有那麼一天 你說即將要離去 我會迷失我自己 走入無邊人海裡
不要什麼承諾 只要天天在一起 我不能只依靠 片片回憶活下去
NICE! i love this song! i know its funny, weird, cheena for me to put this song. but i seriously like it and also the lyrics.
Published at 03:12
HI EVERYONE IM BACK!
projects all submitted! left with business chinese! =)
i had been going to co like everyday this week. so lifeless i noe. but i also dunno why did i go sometimes. maybe to eat dinner or sth?
cuz simei food seriously, sucks. lol.
and also, this week is the week whereby i bring the laptop most. okay, come to think of it, its only twice-.-
ok, talking abt co. they wan me to solo for nxt yr's concert. i was like OMG. was kinda weird feeling. i dunno if i wanna solo,cuz i will feel stress and i dunno wad song to choose. but i think this chance doesn come easy, so its somehow contradicting.
howhowhow?! tell me how. shud i solo?! pls tell me.
haha, anw. our business chinese project huh, is seriously dragging lar. everytime we meet up, we will play old songs, like deng li jun's wo zhi zai hu ni.
den go youtube search for wang zhao jun etc.
omg. we r so cheena. and we even sing along in the library! libraray u know! and we enjoy doing that. LOL. we are all fans of deng li jun! her songs are so nice!