Forgetting the past, cherish the present.
I know its kinda sad to have this kinda ending.
But its really not I've wanted.
Guess we're just not suitable to be buddies?
Since I've been troubled for so long,
teared for umpteen times,
disappointed till I ended up expecting nth from you.
Probably these are all the evidences that prove that I'm doing the correct thing.
It's just too many times that I've tried to forget and forgive.
Covering those unhappiness by feigning ignorance.
Trying not to think of it, trying to get rid of those troubles.
However eventually, the problems still persist.
We still got to face up to reality one day.
This day has come.
This is the day when I've decided to let go totally.
This is the only day, you saw the red light in our friendship.
You still didn't know what has gone wrong.
Everything has gone wrong since the start, yet u didn't know.
Do I really matter to you?
I really doubt myself.
I doubt the existence of me in you.
I was correct, when I met Joseph.
He tried to speak for you.
I know, he knows it too, that what he was saying was just to console me.
Nothing was based on facts.
Initially I thought that the way you treat me is already considered good enough.
I really did cherish you.
But did you on the vice-versa?
Joseph tried to do everything in the world for me.
He'd make sure I'm not being left out.
He lends a pair of listening ears to me.
When I'm quiet, he'd ask me if I'm alright.
He would keep prompting and promising me to speak to him whenever I have troubles.
When he knew that I'm alone at home, he would keep me occupied by keep texting me.
Every time I asked him out, he would definitely agree as he doesn't want to disappoint me.
He would accompany back to Tiong Bahru although he doesn't take 195.
He would make sure I've reached home safely, by asking me to text him whenever I reaches home.
Whenever I'm sad, he would be upset too.
But every time when I was down, I'd be alright after awhile.
Reason being this cute buddy of mine would cheer me up by using his cute expression.
We text each other everyday without fail, unless we meet up for that day.
My life is occupied by him.
He promised me a lot of times, that he'd stand by me for eternity.
He's really a friend whom treats me wholeheartedly and sincerely.
He does not expect anything back in return from me,
he just want to treat me nicely.
I'm really touched that he gives in to me all the time.
By asking me to decide where to have dinner,
where to go the next outing.
Every single thing he would give in to me,
reason being, he wants me to be happy.
In this period of my life with Gnomeo's presence,
I'm really fortunate and really happy.
Frankly speaking, he is one of the people who treats me the nicest.
I really really cannot ask for anything more.
Because, his presence is already the best thing occurring to me.
A friend who wants me to be real happy.
Keeps me accompanied when I'm alone.
Stands by me when I'm down.
Lend a pair of listening ears when I have problems.
Hugs me when I really need one.
Nothing but the best from him.
Willingly gives me the whole world.
Asking for no returns.
Cherish, lots.
Forgetting the unhappy past.
Cherish this cute Gnomeo.
Lots of love~