31.5.07
sometimes i just feel that i hav very few true frens only.very saddening.or am i just thinking too much.true indeed,true frens are hard to find.im just not in the mood.questioning myself:am i a failure?
**i need u all to be there.or my life will be meaningless already.
Published at 01:57
30.5.07
yea!tml is public holiday.woo~
fri will be my last day of lessons for the term.den nxt week is term test.den 2 wks later is 2 weeks break liao.yeah!
now its the great spore sales!!yeah.can buy the things i like.i recently hav been thinking of whr to buy my formal shirts.for presentation lor.hais sian.went to G2000 oso dunno which one to choose.i seriously got a lot of things to buy arh?!
the things i wan are:
-jacket
-formal wear
-shirts
-bottoms
-shoes
LOLS.almost everything oradi right?no lar.wont buy so many things in one go.will prioritise.is this how it is spelt.shopping anyone?
anw im wondering if the 2 weeks break got co prac anot leh.have or dun hav i oso can.i like attending co.but i lazy to go=x not contradicting ok.hahs
aiyo.nxt week is mid sem test oradi.hope can do well.got econs,computers system and application,organisational behaviour,and accounting:)oh ya.accounting is until double entry only=x but i know i shudnt take it easy.cuz there will be theory as well.hav to memorise the definations.
recently i hav realised that wad munyee said was correct.she said that in poly u wont be able to find very good and close frens one.now den i realised.hais.i only think that u r further and further away:( anw i shud be contented with wad i hav got.i know.now that i can say is that, secondary sch life is much more better!miss all my frens:(
lols.today was quite funny.cuz my father sent my sis and i to school today.cuz we 2 got lesson at 9am.den we were discussing which rooms we using.she say she will be in 4-32.den mine is 4-47.the 4 means 4th floor.den the numbers are the room no.den when we reached 4th floor,we were finding our rooms respectively right.den we walked by 4-48.which is one room away frm my room right?den dunno why she say,"yeah im reaching soon."den i was puzzled.and cuz we rushing,running out of time mah.din tot too much of wad she say.den i oso say,"hey i oso reaching mine."
know wad?!she wanted to go into my classroom.den before she opened the door she realised hers was 32.LOLS.den i was like,eh?u wan join me for my class?anw im having accouting tutorial,the tcher oso know my sis one.oh yah,my sis got the top in the subject accounting for the 2nd time.but she isnt in the DHL(directors honours list)meaning not in the top 10-15%.so cool can.the dhl.
after school went shopping at tm and cs.cuz sales everywhr mah.sure must see wad r the things in sales.hahas.anw dunno if wt and ash wanna mit me nxt week anot leh.long time nv see them oradi.gimme a reply soon yah?
Published at 17:18
25.5.07
yea.my friday ended oradi.woo~
but tml still hav to go back sch for ob make up lecture-.-argh..
hahs.it was quite funny cuz that time i was finding my mp4.den wth cant find.den realised i passed it to ashley to help me repair.lols.i tot i misplaced it somewhere.hahas.
nxt week no co due to mid sem test coming.yea.after mid sem test got term break frm 9th -24th jun.yea.wan slp everyday.hahas kidding lar.think school will let us off?!stiu got projects.hais.will be going co one day during my term break.return pipa=x
Published at 18:10
21.5.07
hais.sian arh.later got co.same as last week.
i mean sian cuz im owaes alone doing my stuff.coming wed got commskill test.argh.im doing on the topic single gender relationship.wahahas.
cuz very interesting wad.need to do the research now.other topics are like casinos,environmental issues.blabla.
dunno which one to read frm leh.got so many results on single gender relationship.
ok lar i go do my research liao.
erm FYI,i will b blogging on mondays,and weekends only.cuz the other days are usually the days im so damn bz.oh yah.this saturday got a make up lecture!!!hell.OB somemore.
OB,econs,and CSA projs to be done-.-
Published at 14:40
18.5.07
hais.this week can be considered an unhappy week.dunno how to xplain.
today was the ccn day.we sold fried ice cream and bubble t.we earned a profit for 100+.but it goes to the student welfare one.saw kj,nic,nis.first time seeing eunice in tp.den she was saying tan eng chun,finally see u sia.blablabla.hahas.
well my guess was right.meichin knows nicholas.meichin is my current classmate.den cuz i saw the testi of nic's frenster.meichin's name was mentioned.i was thinking if it was my class's meichin.hahas so qiao.
i dunno why.i just dun feel good.at all.is like very wad lor.my fren zuanzhe kip wanting to go home.den left one guy,which is me,alone with the gals setting up the stall.den is like wth.i damn hungry one can.den no one accompany me for lunch.the other guys dunno go whr liao.if u had said it earlier at least i can join the others for lunch right.aiya nvm lar.but in the end he oso got accompany me eat,after 1+hrs of waiting.
ok this is how i feel abt _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _.i dun feel good when u go and join other grp.not proj grp,is the frens grp.i just dun like the feeling.i dunno why u hav to hesitate when we ask u to join our project grp.and den when u join other ppl's proj grp,u nv hesitate at all.is like i will think,is there anything wrong with us?hais.recently im just fretting over all these KIND of stuff.very sian.had been thinking alot..
i keep telling myself.to get a hold of myself.not to let these kind of things affect me again.why isit that this kind of probl hav to come to me so many times.frm last time till now.lols.argh.forget it.sry _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _,im not blaming u actually.but i just wanna say out wads in my heart to feel better.anw we r still frens:)))
i wanna stay happy no matter wad.hahas.but sometimes i find myself the smile/laughter not real enuf=x hahas.cuz i like lying to myself.lols
aiyo,projects projects.tutorial hws hws hws!!argh sian lar.esp projects.i dun feel good cuz he's in my grp for 2 subjects' prj.not that i dun like him.i really want him to be in our prj grp sia.but its just that i dun like the feeling when i thinks abt how unwillingly he feels to join us.dunno leh.maybe i think too much.hahs.
another probl.my hands are so itchy sometimes man.dunno wad the hell happened.my skin on my hands and even face are so sensitive.cuz sometimes will itch.i mean everyday will hav at least once.so irritating.am i allergic to wad sia.AND oso,my throat is so itchy oso.make me coughing sometimes.hais.itchy me:( hahas.
**i will smile.i will laugh.i will be happy:))))))
Published at 23:51
14.5.07
now in sch com lab.hahas.cuz now very free.later 6pm still got co.
hais sian.im all alone.
i came here to print my notes and stuffs.
ok lar.i go lib study liao.byebye:)
Published at 15:09
13.5.07
just came back frm mothers day lunch cum dinner.lols.ate with my relatives lor.at the tampines north cc the restaurant there.
aiyo got alot hws arh.alot of things to be done.still got co till night time.sians.think wed the sect i dun wan go,or either i leave early.cuz thurs got 2 tutorials lor.that means got 2 hws to be prepared by thurs.sians until...
aiya the csa oso driving me crazy lar.hell man.so many chim things.so many things to memorise.gosh.gotta go revise again on my csa online lecture oradi.still got quizes to be done-.-still got various subj projects.gosh man.
argh.everything is driving me crazy.
just hope nxt week will be a happy and smooth week:)
Published at 17:04
12.5.07
6days nv blogged.damn bz one can.erm i THINK this is gonna be quite long.i will make it shorter.
MON.
erm computer lec and tut lar.9am-1pm.den today oso start co.at 6pm!!!
argh can die man.5hours break.nvm den i took cab with my frens to bugis.they pay nia.so no worries.yah i miting kelvin that stupidity representer.lols.i owaes like to invent names.stupid one lor.made me so angry.everyone pls refer to my previous post.din i say abt him helping me to buy nails?no he din buy and lied to me.so today i mit him to buy lor.at bras basar.the reason for me saying he is the stupidity representer is not bcuz of this small thing.is that,he ended his exam at 12plus he told me.den dunno wad he did and whr he went lar.he say mit at simei platform at 2pm.nvm.den i told him to change to mit at bugis.when i reached at arnd 2.15.he not there.nvm.he smsed me saying i walk arnd first.waited so long.DAMN HUNGRY lar.stupid kelvin.gonna kill him man.waited for him.i smsed him at 2.35pm whr he is.he say at simei!!!!wad the fuk right!this idiotic kelvin is so fukening lar.owaes make me wanna stab a knife right into his heart.hey kelvin,this isnt the first time im so fed up.den at the bugis control station there i was so angry man.den ppl looking at me wondering how come i so angry.waited so long lar.den was so fed up that i went to eat first.he reached at 3 plus.fukening and pissed day.
went to mit kaijuan and her fren meibin at sch for co.briefing and dazhu.sightread some only.nice dazhu playing with pipa.first time:)
TUE.
had a econs tut frm 11-1 only.yea.nice one.den took bus with peixiang.saw yunqi oso.the tutor is good.
went to eastpoint to buy quite a lot of stuff.
WED.
commskill,apel,acc.lemme think wad happened.the tcher haven come.so we waited outside the room.den nearby got a puddle of water.den a grp of gals walking by lor.den one of them wearing slippers slipped and fell.lols.i dun mean to laugh.but its funny somehow.but i din laugh there lar.hahas.den apel did the fishy test.im a guppy.hahas.den acc taught double entry.den i took my time teaching px.he damn funny oso lar.owaes got fed up bcuz of accounting.lols.den i tell him to lax,cuz as chapters go by he will understand one.lols
ended at 6pm zunzun.went to mit kaijuan.
actually i was wrong.kaijuan wasnt in design lor.she's in engineering.weird arh.dunno wad course sia.
THURS.
chim day.here comes the OB!!OB lec and tut frm 9-1pm.very funny the lecturer.showed us porn=x no lar.not porn.is actually pictures which make us think slantedly.hahas.
den acc tut.px went crazy again.no lar.not that over.is berserk.bcuz of acc.hahas.after that went home.after i board the bus,there r still ppl coming onto the bus.den i saw nic coming up oso.den he saw his other fren and said hi.and i was only behind the fren that he said hi to,he din see me-.-lols.i waved to him but he din see me.other ppl may be thinking who am i waving too...........
den i was like thinking,when he see me den i say hi back lar.when some ppl alighted.he finally saw me.den he was like toking so loudly ,"eh ENGCHUN!"den i was like waving.and thinking,shit.so paiseh.cuz the bus was so damn quiet.hahas.den frm 1 metre away he was tokin to me.asking whr i alight and stuff.den i abit dun wanna hav the convo with him.cuz of the quietness the bus had.lols.scared whole bus listening to our convo.very paiseh one lor.
FRI.
econs lec 9-11.after that tok about the CCN day.its actually a day which every class sells things they wan.they hav to fork out capital first.den any profit will go to the student welfare helping the needies.any loss will be beared by the class itself.lols.we r selling bubble tea and fried ice cream at $1.50 each.regardless of flavour arh?dunno lar.den we distribute the post to everyone.lols.im the accountant.and one of my fren.we learnt poa b4 so we agreed.oso good lar,i tot.let me experience the real life accounting.
den went home.even though i got econs lecture at 2pm.when i was sitting on the bus,i saw a grp of gals alighting.den dunno why one of them knocked her head on the metal handle while alighting.the guys behind the bus kip laughing.cuz she was looking elsewhere.hahas.lols.i gotta go home cuz of my doggies.ppl who wanna hav dogs.pls think a trillion.i need to bring my dogs down,if not they will pee or shit at home.wth.actually morning wan bring one.but very tired lar,and raining.they will get drenched.went back just to bring them down.after bringing i played a while pipa.den went back to school at 1pm.lols.met zuanzhe the other accountant ive mentioned.
was very tiring cuz its afternoon.the humidity makes ppl more tiring.covered 2 topics in one go-.-bcuz of the ccn day nxt fri.the 2nd part of the lecture was so sucky.dunno why she so pissed off.she kip shouting at us asking us to shut up.den even the last slide she thinks ALL of us werent interested and just shut down like this.wth.there r ppl who wanna study oso right.den when my frens and i r leaving,out the LT we hear ppl saying the lecturer as lao chu nu.lols.but its very bad lar i think.
ok finished.let me tell u all 1 joke.
u all know i like to create names for ppl right.ya thats inclusive my sis.i hav been changing her name so frequently since yrs ago.lols.
cuz sometimes we like to tok in the accent of the thai ppl.and she likes to invent words.
den dunno wad language she learnt frm.think cantanese or wad.sometimes when i say something that she dun understand she will say "MUG DAI?"which means "what?"the accent damn dunny one.got the thai accent.we r lame.
she very thai lor.got her classmate saying she doesnt look like a chinese.and was shocked to hear her speaking chinese.lols.den i was like thinking.wow wad a sister frm thailand i hav got.
den i invented one name for her- thai girl(tiger).
very funny cuz both got the same pronouncation.hahas.cuz she oso very boyish.so this name tiger suits her too.lols.
den her son,bebe,one of my dogs,owaes like to step puma.he likes to post the posture of puma.den i was asking my sis,"hey how come u tiger can give birth to puma arh?"lols.
i kip laughing bcuz of this.lols.
Published at 01:35
5.5.07
today rested at home.
i phoned kelvin to ask him help me buy fingernails.yea for my co on mon.thx kelvin!so kind of him.but the thing is that he wans me to go with him and buy.den i was like,huh.dun wan can or not.hahas.very selfish of me i know.
oh yah.theres one more quiz on my blog.anyone who came across my blog just take it.no matter who u r.lols.
got quite a no of tutorial hws to be done.hais sian leh.still gotta do powerpt.
anw the changkat ppl having exams now.so yah junior all the best yah.
*hope next week's school will be great for me:)love all my frens.
Published at 17:13
4.5.07
hey.noticed there's a quiz beside?
yes thats a quiz created by me.to test how many of u all know me well.lols
so yah.just do it in a few mins time.but before u submit,u will be required to sign up for an a/c first.so just sign up,so that u can create ur own quiz:)
take it carefully hor.tricky for some.some are so ez.hahas
Published at 20:44
2 days nv blogged.nvm
i shall update the things happened.
2nd May.
alright.first lesson of the day was communication skills tutorial.just kill me with commskill.sian until..
den break.den apel.ok lar.funny and interesting.
den business accountn.ok lar nth happened actually.
3rd May.
here comes the chiminology.is this how its spelt.hahs anw.its organisational behaviour.yah.and i dun like engine sch.my ob lec and tut are at engine sch one.i dun like.its like very embarrassing.hahas
as in ppl will tot im a engineering student.hahas.
den is business accountn tutorial.we went into the room and the guys sat one row at the back.i sat 3 seats frm the side.den the gals in front.ok nvm.den the funny guy eric in my class.damn funny one lor.cuz tutorial got mark attendance one.den cannot absent with no reason for 2 or more times.den he turned to me and said,"hey later i go watch movie,den i telling tcher i go toilet.den after i leave u all move in to fill up the gap hor."hahas.den i was like ok..lols
den he told tcher.hey tcher i stomach-ache arh.i go toilet.and there he left.
the thing is that he nv come back tcher oso dunno.dots.the tutor too concentrated in teaching oradi lar.
ok den i reached home.the tpco person called me.den ask me to go on nxt mon.got briefing den dazhu immediately.den i was like wondering wad instru?but i nv ask him.
den i went online.john goh told me im in pipa!!!!!!!!!!!
gosh.my dream.hahas so happy.no one will understand.
TODAY.
erm i hav had a commskill tut in the morning.hais.sian one lor.hahas.den after that 3 hours break.long right!nvm.went to mensa eat with 2 of my classmates.oh ya im so sad i cant eat western food!got slight cough.quickly recover lar.some of them went played soccer.den i went to mit another classmate who went home to take money.take money for wad?to buy thumbdrive.yah.we going to giant megahouse to buy thumbdrive.
know wad?lols.1gb for $19.90.toshiba one.anw i scared too exp mah.so just buy it.we need it for csa.so ya.and promotion only a few days.actual price 40bucks.
den dunno why time pass so fast.we went back to sch and its arnd 1.30pm liao.we 11am dismiss one sia.den had macroecons lecture.erm another chiminology coming up nxt.lols.kyle oso having same thing as me.den when he comes in,i was like praying to myself that he wont sit near me.hahas.bcuz of my classmate eric lar.dunno why they know each other sia.that time ask me to ask the girl in front of me wad class.dotsx308.oso not chio one=x ok lar.average only.she's kat fren.kat is more chio lar.hahas.in the end he nv sit near me.heng arh..
anw im just happy that can join co as pipa. :)))
theres some reasons behind it.CUZ..
that time i went to the co booth to sign up.i wrote 1st choice pipa,2nd choice -blank- right?den got another question asking if we got background.den i wrote,"learnt co in secondary school."thats wad john told me to write.
den lidat.heng heng.got in.hahas BUT
i cannot really sight read.den first day immediately dazhu liao.can only sight read abit.not too much.see how lar.anw the benjamin choo,the ccssco erhu guy who kips walking arnd during co,joined tpco-.-dotsx689.
den dahong oso-.-dotsx500.yr 3 oradi lor.
lols.
*anw i saw some ppl for the past few days.but dunno why they cant recognise me.until i called out for them.or they cant see me?probably.alot arh.hahs
Published at 18:37
1.5.07
hey ppl.if u come across my blog.pls tag or sth pls.hahas.very quiet sia.my tagboard.
anw the stupid kyle owaes same lecture as me.hahas.like to tok crap during lecture.I WAN LISTEN TO THE LECTURER LAR.so pls kindly stop toking to me.lols
anw i just wan a happy life ahead.pls grant my wish.
*nonsense
Published at 02:06
today was suay.really not my day
im supposed to hav a CSA (computer systems and application) lecture(9-11) and lab(11-1) for today.but for this week no need go lecture.is online learning one.so just learn the chapter frm the website.den left the 11-1 lab only nia.
den peixiang say wan mit at 10am to discuss and do the hws.and yah i agreed.we hav got OB hw(organisational behavior)chim one lor,den BAcc hw(business accounting).
this is how my day starts.
at arnd 9.50,yes i was late.i left home.den i smsed him saying i just left home.den he say,nvm he oso will b late.hahas.den took mrt to tampines.den when i reached the interchange,the bus 23 went off!!!?!!?!?!?!
hell.lols.den i was like wad shud i do?!den a thought flashed across my mind:run to the bus stop whr the 23 will stop.
clever right.hahas.den i ran ran ran.actually dunno which bus stop oso.den finally reached a bus stop.den very happy lor.den i see the buses available,dun hav 23-.-
BUT,got 15.den i was thinking ok.den can reach school by 15 liao.den 15 arrived!i boarded and asked the uncle.uncle got go tp anot?den he say opposite-.-
and u know wad.after that,i saw bus 15 going off at the opposite bus stop.DOTS x 386
i was like argh?!!!perspiring heavily-invented myself.den i see whr the bus 15 heading,den i walked towards the bus stop.so i can take both 15 and 23 wad.den walk walk walk.quite far can.gosh.finally reached.dunno whr i like to chase bus huh?and forgetting that im a luchi.
den fianlly reached the bus stop which i ought to reach in the first place.got 23 and 15.and im sure this is the direction to tp.hahas.den 15 arrived.hais finally.it ended my heavily perspiration.gosh.
reached at about 10.20+.hais.
went to 5th floor lib to find peixiang.we started out hws.sry for being late huh peixiang.lols
after that not long after we study,we hav to leave.den we try our ways to the com lab.seriously i dunno whr isit lar.hahas.
den finally reached the lab.den now hav to find the lab room number.
den we started.we did word exercise.and the guys are seriously having too much problems.lols.kip asking questions.dunno this dunno that.logging into the tp website they oso ask!hahas
den we hav to do powerpoint for our hw!!i dunno how to do..hahas just say me stupid.den my fren peixiang oso not so good at com.we kip asking the pro in between of us:)
after that lab lesson.ok lar.din learn much.only followed instructions=x
den peixiang went to met his fren.den i went home.
btw i dun mind going home alone oradi.cuz im used to it.hahs.nv go home home with frens b4.lols.kelian right.
happy labour day to everyone!
Published at 00:49