27.5.08
lazy to blog arh.
seriously.
business chinese tmr.
& essay haven write!
wth.
and the topic is
北京奥运与我.
i seriously dunno
wad to write.
cuz i have no idea
how me myself and
the olympics is
linked.
maybe i shall just
anyhow bomb.
and 800 words.
good luck bombing.
LOL
mid sem coming up.
so sian!
gotta spend more
time on lecture notes.
& i have no idea how to
make my new speaker.
keep hearing music with
no one singing!
i'd owaes sucks at
this kinda things.
im like online everyday.
i think im not utilising my
time wisely.
time for serious work.
shudup and b.
Published at 20:47
20.5.08
just came back from
co,and supper.
so tired.
ok i think life's
been good.
school,co & stuff.
though co doesnt
really match my
timetable well,
i think i know wad
i am doing.
so now i know,
i joined co is due to
interest and not
others that u can
think of.
ok HRM is driving
me a little mad.
its like i dunno wad
are we supposed to
do.
everythings so
unclear-.-
though this PBL
has only few
lectures and stuff,
we really have to
do it when we r free.
so it requires a lot
of motivation.
and everything that
we can include in the
proj isnt lecture notes
and stuff,is based on
our researches.
think PBL isnt as good
in some ways.
like in the real world
u dun really know
wad to do when the
probl comes right?
but if we are being
taught den things would
be slightly different isnt
it?
so PBL somehow sucks.
wah.
tmr still gotta go back
teach the beginners.
and im rushing my
project cuz nxt mon
is submission!
omg.
so nervous.
everything's not done.
ok go chiong liao.
bye.
:))))
Published at 23:41
19.5.08
previous post was a
nonsense.
so ignore it.
hahaha.
[get prepared for a
long post ahead.]
one more exciting
thing added into
my life.
GYM GYM GYM!
every friday's is
my gym day.
oh yah,
ive got a funny joke
which happened
at gym last fri.
i was running on
the running track.
and i took off my
specs,so as to wipe
my sweat more
easily.
den i turned to
nic,and asked him,
"am i ugly without
specs?"
luckily his reply was
no,he knows that
sth will happen if he
said yes.
haha jk.
so i run run run,
run until abit tired.
so i closed my eyes,
while running.
and suddenly,
to my astonishment,
the machine stopped.
and i opened eyes,
im out of the running
track!
while the machine still
going on.
i was like omg.
so tui lian!!!!!!
so i wanted to return
onto the track,to
continue.
a guy came over and
wanted to use the
same machine.
cuz he tot ive finished
using,as i was out of
the track-.-
so he saw me wanting
to use the machine
again,he asked
"are u still using?"
i was like yah.
so paiseh.
the worst thing was
the guy beside me,
turned arnd and looked
wad happened when i
landed out of the track.
too long nv exercise
ord lei,
and now muscles still
aching.
bcuz i trained on some
other machines too.
wow,
the last time i
exercised was...
hmm.
31/03/08.
which was cycling
on baodian's birthday.
no thanks to outdoor
exercises/activities.
gym has got lesser
sunlight exposure,
and lesser perspiration.
so im introducing
gym into my life!
WELCOME!
:))
ok.
anw nic is only free to
go on fri.
so fat/unhealthy frens
out there,jio me for gym
and stop leading ur
unhealthy lifestyle..!
its time to reduce ur
fats.
=p
when my classmates
asked me on fri whr
im going aft sch,
i said 'gym'.
so they were like
wow,
u got go gym one ar..
my reply was.
'err first time.'
den they will slant abit.
hahaha.
abit funny.
oh yah!!
i feel so sry for nic!
aft sat's alumni prac,
he accidentally brought
his erhu out of the sch,
when he was supposed
to put in our storeroom.
so i volunteered to
bring back home for him,
cuz i live very near.
so aft that he left for
somerset,while the rest
of us went to foodcourt
for lunch.
the table was rather
small,for the 6 of us.
so i placed the erhu
lying on the window
near our table.
so aft we ate,
we slacked 5 hrs
there till 8pm
with the band
conductor.
so when we left,
ive totally forgotten
abt his erhu!
and i think the rest of
them oso din notice
abt it.
so when i was at home,
arnd 23:30,
i realised i din bring
back his erhu!
i was like OMGGGG.
so i planned to go check
the nxt day.
so ytd,
i went to check at the
foodcourt with
my hairband.
i lazy to make my hair!
and i asked ALL the
cleaners,and the
supervisors whether
they have seen it.
they said no!
so i was very lost at
that pt of time.
i din know wad to do,
and how to say it
to nic.
so when i went back
home,i called him.
and told him abt it.
i wanted to pay him
back but he said its ok.
i feel very very very
bad.
so i ended up saying
that i'll treat him eat
things nxt time.
and he said ok.
SRY NIC!
i'll treat u eat good stuff
nxt time.
bye all!
:))))))
Published at 02:04
18.5.08
personality test
What Tan Eng Chun Means |
You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life. You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home. You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality.
You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.
You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life. You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone. Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.
You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily. You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind. A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.
You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.
You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way. And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life. You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it. |
not very true for some.
but some are quite accurate.
like brilliant etc are obviously
accurate right.
those like selfish all these
are SO FAKE!
ppl who know me wont
find me selfish and im
not!!!..
ok haha.
getting too agitated.
school recently had been
great!!!
i suddenly like my life
so much.
haha.
hope that things are going
to remain as wad it is
now.
:))))))
Published at 20:42
10.5.08
random~
had a 16-hrs sleep
ytd.
haha!
so shiok.
but got abit backache.
its owaes lidat when
i sleep for too long!
i ponned sch,
just bcuz ive forgotten
to set the alarm and
oso on my own accord
not to go.
haha!
i slept at arnd 12plus,
and was holding my
phone trying to think
wad shud be the time
i set for tmr.
and lalala,
slept.
so the nxt morning,
8am i opened my eyes.
(and lesson at 10.)
"eh,haven set alarm,"
i tot.so i held my phone
again,and trying to think
of wad time shud i set.
and obviously,if i got
out of bed at that time
i wouldnt have
missed todays lessons-.-
so think think and think,
i fell asleep again!
omt,this is called PIG.
too tired ord.
actually 8 is the right
time for me to wake up!
cuz i preparation will
take quite some time one.
haha.
so i opened my eyes,
at 9am.
i was thinking,
"woo,9am ord.maybe i
can wake up now ord?"
so with this question,
i kip thinking whether
shud i wake up now,
think think and think.
until i fell asleep again-.-
and very systematically,
i opened my eyes at 10am!
how come huh?!
i was thinking,
"hmm,lesson at 10am.
and now is 10. it isnt
possible for me to reach
so fast bah.."
and so,i went back
slpn with the alarm
program on-ing
on my phone-.-
and slept till 4pm.
tian.
im a pig.
and my backache occurs
for hours aft that-.-
oh yah fyi,
my lessons were
APEL and
Entreprenuership.
so i cannot pon anymore,
for entrep!
alumni prac later!
=))))
ps: im still thinking whether
to quit the other one.
)=
can someone tell me?
Published at 02:04
8.5.08
update of life~
eh,
i think i shudnt be
so emo anymore.
i like keep saying but
dun seemed like
quitting it.
so i like saying to
myself,shudup and
die.
haha
i like everyday post
huh. like very free.
oh yah,im still thinking
whether shud i quit
anot.
like very silly,but,
its somehow benefits
me.
think without tpco,
i can manage my
time more effectively.
but,if i really do so,
i think,my life will
feels weird.
contradicting mind
of mine.
thats why i told myself,
SHUDUP AND DIE!
lols.
BCPRCC tut is owaes
the same thing!
translating the english
formal letter into
chinese.
all and whole lessons
spent on this.
and so,
i dismiss at 11,
and no more
lessons aft tt.
good lar in some
ways.
but,like abit weird
cuz got nth to do ord.
and no one dismiss
so early!
so who shud i call out
to go slack with me?
simply no one-.-
so i was leaving sch,
and at mushroom
there saw kelvin.
he say he attending
lec but he dunno
is which lt.
and he tried to use
this reason to make
me pei him all the way
back to business sch-.-
so since i was VERY
free,i pei him go find.
and aft tt i went off.
so i was abt to reach bus
stop ord,walking down
the overhead bridge.
and i heard,
"Ahma."
i was like ER?!!!
weiting?!
cuz morning i abit
unconscious one,and
i dun really believe
wad i saw.
how could she appear
there?!
den she say,
'hey,pei me go find
nic lei.'
i was like,go back sch
again...? =/
and cuz nic wanna tok
to her,so i asked her
if it would b inappropriate
for me to be there.
she said no,
and just wanted me pei
to go along.
so we went itas ate and
stuff.and the weiting
过河拆桥!
feel like slapping her!
LOL.
i was telling nic how come
i was there.
weiting asked me to tag
along and stuff,
den the si weiting say,
"nvm arh,u can go home
now ord."
WHY I GOT SO MANY
JIAN FRENS ONE HUH?
WAD KIND OF SINS DID
I COMMITTED IN MY
PREV LIFE??!!!
so,i saw kelvin
again at itas,
and we went tamp
together to play arcade
and stuff.
and homed,
SLEPT LIKKEE A
PIG!
an ugly pig to be
more precised.
haha
Published at 00:10
6.5.08
sth's missing.
i kip sensing that
theres sth missing
inside me.
sth which i need,
but i just couldnt
figure out wad isit.
on the other hand,
somethings have
undergone changes,
which i see no hope
in,and try not to
expect too much.
im owaes in the state
of telling myself,
dun expect too much
frm others. so for eg,
today,i was alone at
sch for several hours.
and i din even called
up anybody to ask
them pei me. i
dunno why,but i
just think that my
frens shud be having
lessons,or even if they
dun,they arent willing
to pei me.
my thinking had been
owaes lidat,and reality
had proved me right
most of the time.
anw,my expectation
for others is owaes low.
thats a lesson ive learnt,
since last yr?
i know that once exp
is high,disappointment
will be high too.
for today,or rather
ytd-monday,i clashed
this 3-5 lecture alone,
just bcuz i had co at 6.
its like if im not in co,
i can go home at 1pm
ord.
so its like i will be alone
for like 3 hrs?
i dunno if i wanna carry
on this kind of schedule
for monday.
its sucks to be in school
for more than 12 hrs.
-.-
tired+lonely+nerdy+
feel-like-shitting-state+
hungry.
shud i shud i...?
quit?
i dun dare to write
out too clearly,cuz
i dun wan ppl to
know abt it.
but,
whenever im lonely,
be it sec sch or poly,
co is the one tt
accompanies me,
occupies me,cheering
me up.
so how can i give up
so easily?
i really dunno.
i think i just sucks.
i dislike the way im
leading my life.
i owaes depend/rely
on things/ppl that i
tot was close to me,
but wrong,they were
not at all.
im owaes wrong,
stupid,ugly,failure
and everything i
think.
haha wth!
how come am i so
low-confident?
i keep telling myself,
things arent gonna be
the same,and will start
to think of the past.
ok shudup and die.
i hate being emo
too.i belif no one likes
reading emo post?
wWELLL,
ytd's orientation was wow.
unfortunately for the rest,
pipa was the most popular
instru.i was very happy cuz
only left me and MAYBE
jingting whom self-proclaimed
that she wont b coming
anymore.
and GUESS WAD?
17 people joined pipa!
whereas instru like dizi
erhu not so popular.
haha!
im gonna be beaten up
by some ppl out there.
omt.
imagine this impossible
scene.
17 people playing pipa
in dazu,one whole
stretch of pipas.
haha,impossible!
aiya sry,think room
not big enuf.
lols.
mega concert'08?
haha.
besides gz ensemble,
i think we can form
a pipa ensemble oso
lar right?
ok shudup and die.
and die and bye.
我想要说 我想要说
如果没有了你 我该如何往下走
那一秒钟 有没有发现我
倔强里的问候
怎么劝我放手 在这一切之后
Published at 00:06
5.5.08
tired monday~
wad a long day today
i had been in sch.
reached sch at 9am,
and will be leaving sch
at 9pm-.-
cuz got co,and im
seriously so tired.
12hrs in sch..!
and wads more?
ive only slept for
2 hrs last night.
or rather in the
morning just now.
how come lei.
cuz i was being so
hardworking that
i revised my biz
finance,and MBS
topic,and did the
tutorial hw,until 5am.
if wana blame,i really
must blame it on my
time management.
argh wth lar.
feel like slpn now,
and im all alone in
school's lab.
think after ive done
my printing and stuff
im gonna slp at the lib.
seriously,tired!
and im wondering qns
like who's gonna wake
me up.
and will my hair gets
messy and stuff.
wth.
just heck care!
JUST SLP!
一定要!
anw todays hair
ord like style until
quite messy ord,
now if i sleep i think,
the mess will look more
natural and nice.
WTF.
ok imm tokin nonsense
ord.
anddd one thing i
found great abt attending
lecture ALONE!
thats to be able to
listen everything the
lecturer says,and
clear abt the topic!
so gd sia.
the difference is really
great.compared to when
i attend with my class
mates,or frens,nth goes
into my head.
haha!
cuz i'd been busy
socialising.
anw,
the school's web
messenger is driving
me abit mad.
i keep on signing in,
and its to no avail.
ok im gonna print
my stuff and aft that,
sleep!
~~~
Published at 17:01
3.5.08
random~
its only 2 days of servicing,
and im missing my phone
like wad.and today,finally
got it back.
school had been great.
nice to know more frens
as well! suddenly felt
more occupied in life.
compared to the holidays.
it has been long since
i contact some frens.
and when i c them in sch
and stuff,our interaction
turned cold.
its kinda saddening,
but thats life.i had been
very used to it ord.
well,sometimes,some
things are just fake.
and i really dislike it.
and it totally sucks
when,im the only
party having that
thought. many things
have been taken
granted for,and things
turned fragile just
like that.
well,no one will ever
understand.
anw,i had owaes
been positive enough,
to look into this kinda
things.
and one thing,i hate
ppl who likes to judge
me.
first thing to ask urself,
are u urself perfect enuf?
so yah,tmr theres alumni
prac. and nic's coming!
hope theres more ppl
coming,so that our prac
will be more lively.
lols.
i've been prac my pipa,
almost like everyday.
i dunno why,but,i just feel
somethings's missing
when i dont play.
and ive learnt a new and
nice song.
grade4 and it somehow
is killing me ord.
took me like 3days,and 2-3
hrs each to finish prac it.
okay.
tmr have to wake up
early for prac.
so byesssss.
Published at 01:44