well.
school has started.
my new class is not
bad. just that we
din got the chance
to bond arnd.
haha.
only got like 6 guys.
and the rest are girls.
lol.
and vera kip wanting
me to be in the same
project grp as her.
to make her grades
better.
oh well,i need to
consider first lar.
haha.
i like got no one to
suan/joke arnd with
ord.so i keep suaning
her like saying that
her frenster photos
are just fake ones,
when she told me tt
there was one person
who told her she look
pretty in frenster.
wad my reply was,
'oh.see photo
is ok.but see the real
person like eeyyer.'
haha.
ok stop suaning ppl!
me myself oso quite ugly
recently.just out of a
sudden!
i just suddenly
think that i look quite
ugly just like that.
JUST LIKE THAT.
ugly pig!
oh yah,did i blog abt
this exciting happening
of mine!?
think i did not.
i had managed to change
my cds,from psycho to
buiness chinese!!!
the tcher who's in charge
of this change of cds,
who turned out to be my
entrepreneurship tutor,
is soooo fking 38!
i seriously dunno wad
is she so angry abt.
i attempted twice in
changing my cds with her.
first time:
she:NO CANNOT!
me:huh why?
she:IT DOESNT FIT INTO
UR SLOTS! SO DO U WANT
UR PSYCHO BACK! ARGH!
UR PSYCHO IS GONE! SHIT!
(this was meant to be the
procedure,cuz have to drop
psycho first,b4 fitting the new
one in.)
me:(wth?stupid women.)
ya i want my psycho back.
so how?
she:OK U GO LAB AND CHECK
WHETHER UR TIMETABLE
IS STILL THE SAME.
me: ohh ok. so can i have my
timetable back? (the initial copy
,and was stapled wit the 'change
of cds' form)
she:(detached my timetable
with the form hurriedly.and
the form ended up tear.)
people queuing behind: hur...?!
me:(no reaction)-.- -walks off-
-end of part 1-
so yah,one day.
vera said she wanna change
her cds as well.and she
dunno whrs the room and
wads the procedure.
as im very good at it,
i brought her there.
and i felt tempted to
change again!
all i was thinking was:
dun care abt that stupid
women lar,all i want
is just a change!
so i just filled up the form
again,like no one's business.
and took off my 2nd
exciting attempt!
went in to look for her.
she was doing sth else.
me:i wanna change cds.
she:ok u check ur timetable
after 5 mins.im now busy.
me:(walks off)
so aft 5 mins,
checked my timetable
and it was changed!
i was so happy,that i got
that subj. and same class
as 爆点 and liangyi.
at least got ppl i noe right?
but sad to know,the class
oso got some weird ex-
classmates of mine.
so wad i was unsatisfied
was that,first time cannot,
second time can?
abit confusing lei,the way
they do things.
like anyhow lidat.
or isit of that 38 onli.
maybe lar hor.
ok tmr or rather
later,will be a bz day.
9am to 7pm!
omg.
shud i skip my water
tech lecture?
if skip den i can go home
at 4pm! though e lect
is only 1 hr,
the slot is at 6pm,
which means i have to
wait for 2 hrs for that
1-hr lecture.
like after calculating,
abit unwise to attend?
haha.
ok bye ppl!
timetable
timetable's out!
which means that,
sch is starting
soon.
WTH!
ok nvm.
and i din know
that i'll be taking
2 CDS until i
saw the timetable.
and same class as,
vera and melvin.
haha well.
my timetable
schedule is as
follow:
MON:9-1pm, [2hrs break],
den 3-5pm,[1hrbreak],
CO. (the most bz day in
the week-.-)
TUE:11-1pm,[1hr break],
den 2-4pm.
WED:9-11am
THUR:9-11,[5hrs break],
den 4-6pm.
FRI:10-11am,[1hr break]
den 12-2pm.
well,i was given 2
Water Techn lect
slots,which i was
supposed to only
attend one of them.
and i dunno which
day do i belong to.
its either on tue,
or wed 6-7pm.
my timetable seriously
sucks!
and this one which ive
typed out,
is actually 'edited' before
one.
as in ive changed 2 of
my lect slots,cuz my
original slots require
me to wait for even
longer.
oh yah,for the 5hrs
break,i think i will go
home rest provided
there isnt anywhr
for me to go.
unless ppl jio me out
to somewhr,which i
really hope so!
LOL.
FYI,
my the other cds is
psychology-.-
abit dun wan lei,
think i will try to
change.
they say it requires
alot of time doing
the project etc.
i wanna change!
maybe to business
chinese!
lol.
but my O lvl chi
B3.
WTH.
try lar hor.
banking finance,
im coming!
i will be a nerd
when sch starts,
revising everyday.
LOL
maybe,perhaps?
maybe,perhaps?right frm thebeginning,in some eyes of ppl,im not considered a friend,at all.so yah,just to expressthe little disappointment inside me.well,i may be mistaken as well. sry if i am.alright.
shall not be an
emo post,again.
haha.
im owaes trying
to make myself
smile,laugh,and
not to think
negatively.
i think im a little
siao,cuz sometimes
i will entertain
myself in front of
the mirror,trying
to make myself
laugh.
haha.like wtf..?
well,
for ytd,i went for
ching ming fest,and
the post-concert
bbq on the same day.
so its like,the whole
day im immersed in
the environment of
smoke.
bad for the face sia.
haha!
din really want to go
for the chingmingfest
one,but my father like
abit forced.
so ended up going.
so yea,
aft that,went to the bbq,
really scared i go the
wrong place sia.
but end up reached!
sense of achievement,
cuz i totally sucks in
roads and directions.
shud i learn driving?
no one will dare to sit
bah,even if i got a car.
haha.
but to me right,
driving will be a thing
belonging to future.
dunno why.
so yah,
tokin abt the bbq
celebration.
erm,ok only lar.
got abit sian,as in
we have to find
entertainment
ourselves.
haha.
ive eaten alot,
before i actually
went for the bbq.
and sharon says
need to pay $5.
luckily,
i brought poker
so it din end up
THAT sian.
i was complaining
to them,
i come here like
nv eat anything,
and cards even
have to bring myself,
and still have to
pay $5. HAHA!
(as u noe,im broke
like what now!)
the only good thing
abt the bbq is only
the bonding lor.
thats all.
so not that bad lar.
oh yah,
the moment i reached
the condo,immediately
i asked ppl whrs the
toilet.
i wanted to shit like
mad.
i tell u,
the toilet damn hot lar!
inside still got suana.
thats why.
and i needed a lot of
strength,
so end up perspiring
after the whole process.
and i keep going arnd
telling ppl,
"WAH I SHIT UNTIL
VERY HOT SIA."and,i said it,
PROUDLY.well,only one more week,
to sch reopen.
i tot just started holiday
ONLY!
ok.
actually i oso dunno
whether to look forward
to it or not.
well,
as u noe,
im very lifeless,
yet i dislike studying.
i like suddenly dislike
studying arh?
my motivation must
come back.
if not,i'll die.
seriously!
alright,
BYE ALL!
concerts and everything
are all over.
suddenly find life so
meaningless suddenly.
cuz was so busy before
e concert,but now,when
ended,become so free
now.
so contrasting.
life's so sian.
so i keep wanting ppl
to go out wit me.
haha so bear with me,
frens.
=))
like so zhu lar.
i got so few frens only.
start to hate myself
somehow?
stay at home,
sian plus irritated
sometimes.
starting to hate life.
haha.
whoo.
so emo.
i dunno if wanna wrk
at bin's there.
shud i shud i...??!!
life's like a blank paper
now.
how come arh.
weird.
so frens,
pls try to make me
more busy lar.
sian until i wanna
puke milk,and feel
tired easily,plus wanna
die/faint.
haha.
abit exagerating but
the tiredness is real.
i kip wanting to sleep
the whole day despite i
woke up at 4pm.
siao lar.
if this kind of life carries
on forever,i think i will
end my life earlier.
SERIOUSLY.
and some 贱 fren
of mine,like somehow
got no intention of
going out with me lei..!
as u know who u r.
i wont say ur name out.
dun worry yuren.
haha.
jk lar.
although the 贱 part of
him is for real,
i think he still got
a LITTLE of intention
going out wit me.
only that little.
arnd 0.5%.
你说他贱不贱!
jk lar.
so serious for wad.
haha.
but luckily,
kelvin nv go china
liao!so is like i
oso depend on him
to go out wit me.
k la.
some of u may be
wondering why i
like update almost
everyday.
KNOW WHY!?
cuz im very free nowadays-.-abit tiu lian so
dun dare write too
big.
haha.
so frens,
pls ask me out.
PLEASEEE.
BYE.
concert day.
not too bad?
and some unexpected
came,haha.
but luckily,
im dun sit at the front,
like yangqin,
omg.
if i were to sit in
front,i may die.
haha.
and my percussion
jr claimed that he cant
see me at all,and its seriously
bcuz he purposely sit in front,
wanting to support me by
shouting my name,end up?
cant see me.
LOL
den he say,
we shouted ur name by u
din respond.
i was like hello,
other ppl's supporters
like 50+ ppl.
like TAN YUREN.
tian arh.
so i was like abit
tiu lian,cuz no one
supported me lar.
ZHU!
tmr's,or rather LATER's
concert i can say is rather
not exciting for me,
cuz is all management ppl
watch one.
not my frens etc.
so yah.
life's like abit more and
more boring?
WHO CAN HELP ME!?
who can help me kill
the boredom of my life
aft the concert?
for sure im going to find
a job.but like oso quite
boring right?
den after that is sch
reopen liao.
ARGH.
hate routined life.
shall update nxt time.
bye!
:(
concert's tmr.
how abt aft concert?
well,
i dunno.
maybe life will turn boring,
cuz i wont be able to meet
my co frens as frequent.
sadded.
and i so dun wan to
start school.
school's boring.
hate projects,
hate lectures,
hate tutorial,
and hate homework.
but wad can i do?
argh.
starting to be abit emo again.
wellitisbackagainandimtryingtostopthatidunwanthesamethingtohappenagainimustnot.:(