31.8.07
woo!exams are all over!
today aft exam wanyi sam vera and i went to play pool at tm.7 bucks per hr.considered ex but sam say he pay for it.he's such a nice person right.den vera left.den we went to far east to shop!sam say dun waste time so he say take cab to far east.he say he pay again...haha.he owaes lidat one.so yah we waited at the taxi stand for quite some time.
so we boarded the cab.we started chatting.and the driver sort of kip wanting to join our convo.den sam very tulan.hahas.den wanyi fuyan the uncle abit and tok to him.hahas.
ok lo.den we reached far east plaza.den shopshopshopshop.for so long sia.we shop inside until the sky turned dark.gosh.hahas.the converse there got sales sia.hais wanna go there again nxt time.buy the shoes.
so yah.went there oso bought nth except for facial product-.-at watsons.yah as if ep or tm dun have right.no lar.im just lazy to walk by ep to buy that.den we kip walking arnd and peeped into people tatooing.oso din see much cuz the person kip staring at us.like will come out suddenly to beat us up lidat.so we kip siaming when he look at us.alot angmoh went there for tatoo lor.den sam say he confirm will tatoo nxt yr.and his mother allows it..i told him better consider it clearly first cuz many ppl eventually regret when they grow older.but he say he just wan it.oh ok...hahas
actually wad i think is that yah tatoo is cool.and i ever tot of putting some small ones on my body.but it is like..painful?sam say not pain one.look cool?i dunno and i scared i will regret when i grow older.so conclusion-i wont put any tatoo.hahas!
tml is tchers day oradi.i missed my tcher at changkat!mrs ho,mr barry lim,ms pamela lim,mdm roziah and many more.but dunno if they wan go back one anot.hais.
ok this is the song that i mentioned.and wt i wasnt emo lar. im just thinkn of that day when things gonna leave and just wanna cherish them lo.
蔷蔷
还记得你喜欢咬著我的手
然后给我你嘴里的球 要我陪你玩丢丢
你喜欢我摸摸你的小耳朵
窝在我的身旁
没有烦忧
在梦里遨游
好狗狗 好狗狗
谢谢你陪妈咪这么久
你并没有离开我
是搬到天堂生活
蔷蔷你要记得我
你不要走丢
快快找到天使
在天堂给我(们)保佑
蔷蔷不要忘了我
还有亲爱的阿姨叔叔和你的朋友
你永远活在记忆中
Published at 00:03
28.8.07
gosh im crying like wad!
i was watching the qiang qiang's mv and i tot of one day when my dogs......gosh!i really hope it wont happen.cuz i love them too much.uhhh..i think i dun even dare to imagine the day when they ***.bebe kiki dun leave me can?i love u all so much..serious.
argh..type until here my tear coming out again.hurrr,no one will understand if u really had dogs.cuz they r wit me for 5-6 yrs oradi.from i primary6 till now.so its like i seriously love them to the bits.and if u had dogs,u will owaes find ur own dogs the cutest in the world,thats rediculous but thats true to me.not say that i love them due to their appearance.but u know why i love them?its just like u love ur family members and frens lidat.its really indescribable.
gosh.i feel so sad.i seriously kip crying when i see the video sia.and the song is very touching and meaningful.
im really afraid to lose all my loved ones..my family,dogs and oso frens.
thinking of my dogs.i really feel im not a really good owner u see.cuz they use their whole lifespan to accompany u,and yet sometimes due to studies and other things i often neglect them.but when i really have troubles in life,i will tok to them.and they will listen and even sense it when i cried.they will try their best to comfort me.
but me?wad did i really do for them?i really came across the question.sometimes my dog took the ball and wanted to play with me.and i simply ignored cuz i was studying.is this wad a owner should do?i really dunno.but i will feel that they spend their whole life with us,and we treat them lidis is really very unfair to them.
and worse still,sometimes they create mess for us at home.i even had the slight thought of sending them off.T_T cuz i was thinking if we ourselves are bz,is it good for them to stay with us or to stay with other ppl?sending them off can be a very contrasting decision.cuz they may be happier with their new life,or they are being treated badly in the other house.u nv know wad does they think inside their mind u see.
lastly,i would like to say that i really love them very much.and sry bebe and kiki for my unfair treatment.and if, if God were to take all my loved ones away,i would ask God to take me away as well.i wouldnt want to live in this world without them.
Published at 00:20
25.8.07
gosh my connection is so crazy.suddenly can suddenly cannot connect.
oh yah recently is my exams oradi.out of 4,i have taken 2 of them.which is accounts and ob.gosh so happy.cuz i memorised a lot of things for ob.den when finished,i felt so light on my mind!hahas.
den now left csa and econs.hope can do well for econs lor.den get at least a B or the least C for csa.cuz after all my coursework for csa is D.so will sort of pull down.
and just now ash suddenly called me.and asked if wanna go out tml.den i told her i having exam on mon den i need to study.den she kip insisting and asking me to go out.say no nid study one.i was like dots.she oso say no nid stress myself.i was like...i oradi very lazy towards studying liao,now wan more lazy i think i will fail or sth.
den i asked her how come she nv come on that day lor.den din even tell us.den she say she got family problem.i was like oh ok..but ni ye wei mian deng tai jiu to tell me bah?!she say she told wt to tell me but wt nv tell me oso.i really cannot get into the world of them.seriously.u may ask me how come i dun ask her instead of waiting her to tell me.the answer to it is that i am damn tired into this kind of frenship oradi.im the one who takes initiative owaes.and its so tiring u see.im wondering this kind of frenship will last for how long..?its not that i wanna end it,but u see.there r many problems that are trying to stop the frenship.so i just let them to decide lar.its owaes within my control anw.
hais.exams exams.den aft exams holiday.gotta find a job lo.that time i went to starfish-hr.com.den just register den when got job available they will sms u.so its like very convenient den i go try lor.better than nth right.den i think i still have to go other places to find.
hey weiting u wan work together?or if u got any recommendation just tell me ok?hahas.cuz i think having a fren to work with is better than working with strangers.hahas.
friday was so shit.cuz i got 2 papers on that day.den one morning and one at night!gosh.morning is 0930-1130.den night is 1900-2100!den after morning paper i went buying things with sam.den it was arnd 4 when i reached home.den a while only gotta leave again.its like so sian lar.and sam lives at potong pasir somemore..hahas
and and.im so lack of sleep on fri.cuz thurs midnight i studied till 5am.den 7.30 lidat i gotta wake up.2 hrs plus only.gosh.
and seriously ah.i find danson so.....wad do u think i wanna say?i just dun wanna be scolded hahas.four letter word.F_KE.
hahas sound like vulgarity.just dun like him.when i see him on tv i will switch channel one.he look so G_Y oso lar!gosh....wanna vomit.wondering why so many gals like him.is he really handsome?if u see aaron handsome i ok.but danson ...err..nvm
ok lar i will end here b4 my connection goes off.tc!
Published at 23:49
14.8.07
woootts!!!
very happy.BECAUSE..
my commskill presentation was smooth!hahas.for me lar.not for my whole group.it was very shithell.cuz we discussed and came out with a conclusion that we shudnt wear blazer on that day.den out of 5 ppl, 3 suddenly brought.is like very outcast me lar.dunno wad r they doing sia.if they wan wear can tell me oso right.not as if i dun have.gosh.and the guy in my group,he din make any attempt to buy blazer!bcuz of that we say not to wear one.den the other 3 suddenly bring sia.gosh gonna change my project grp nxt sem.but however,my presentation was ok lar.did not stammer as much as i expected.some of my grp mates stammered cuz they too nervous.actually i was very nervous oso.den when my other grpmate presenting,i turned to the wall to take a very deep breath and it did help.hahas.our attention getter which was the mr bean video had indeed attracted our audiences:) not like other groups...ops=x
lemme elaborate abit on wad my presentation was all abt lar.cuz we gonna come out with surveys first.den distribue to ppl to do.and the topic we can choose ourselves one.each grp do one topic.den my grp did the latecoming among students nowadays.and we find out the reasons why they (inclusive of me myself lols)are frequently late and recommend solutions to the problem lor.actually we have started out abit on other topics like the trend of blogging etc topic.but we hav found that its quite difficult to do.den i came out with this lateness topic among students den my grpmates agreed.cuz i think it really applies to me.our causes of lateness are :
time management
lack of sleep
unforseen circumstances(bus break down)
external factors(waiting for friends)
sounds chim but its quite ez actually.oh yah den the mr bean video as the attention getter of our presentation was bcuz u all rmb mr bean got a dental appointment.den his alarm clock rang and he put it into the water to stop the ringing?yah,thats related to our topic.oso to get our audiences attention first lorr..
2nd thing why im happy.cuz my macroecons project got A!when my grpmates got B+ only.not say i wanna HL.but somehow bcuz i chose the topics i wan first.so my topic easier to elaborate.but somehow my coursework is only B+.i had came into a conclusion that my participation mark was quite low.cuz coursework consists of:
project
mid sem test
and participation.
den my mid sem and proj got A.course work got B+.so can u somehow imagine how much tcher gave me for my participation?its like unfair.cuz i only late for once her lesson.den on the day which i did not do my tutorial hw,she asked me to present my answer.gosh.thats my only day i did not do eh!the rest of the lesson all got do lor.and somemore i do it after co and it was like so late lar.and it made me so tired every monday cuz of co+this hw.
but anw.B+ is still quite good lar.i console myself.cuz it is 75-79.and A is 80 &above.my exam i will work damn hard one.to get an A!or even Z.i dun dare to think of Z actually.its like nowadays there r so many CLEVER students in business school.so yah let them occupy the Z sector and i occupy the A sector.hahas.btw u may ask me wads Z.. Z is actually A oso.but very very good A.those top few% den can get one.but it is oso same credit as A lor.oh yah tokin about Z.i wanna get Z for accounting can anot huh?!!!gosh.i wan!!!!
that time i was attending lrm ob lecture slot.den the tcher was saying our exam results will b notified by sms.den everyone was like suddenly very excited.gosh.yah although i oso first knowing it.but no nid so excited right.hahas.
and my CSA got a D for project...so sad.im seriously in the wrong group.thats why.and one member nv do at all!!forget it.
today i went white sands wit sam.he was asking me.which part of east side shopping centre we haven go yet huh.i was thinking, we went to...tm,cs,bugis,white sands and even eastpoint!gosh.all gone before oradi.all the east side one.hahas.and our conclusion was:all got nth to shop one EXCEPT for bugis cuz of bugis street.we went white sands oso nth to shop lor.walk arnd and sat down and talked.we were toking abt the gals in our class.den we say they all very MAN.hahas and funny part was he say one of the girl in my class look like jay from side view.LOLS.den some owaes very involved in those outdoor activities one.like dragon boat arh,tennis arh.yah indeed.my class the girls some really are MAN.i think hor.these girls are MANer dan some of the guys.hahas!this sam hor.too rich until go whr oso take cab.den its like after white sands he need to back sch mit fren.den he say send me home first.owaes got a lot of cab to sit if hang arnd with him one.but very bad oso lar.cuz he is owaes the one paying though he really dun mind.but it seems like i owe him alot right.dunno eh.and i kip asking him to take bus or mrt.but sometimes he really will take bus oso.but very rarely.so its like i told him to save money lor.dun kip taking cab.hahas.
haiyah.sam and i have oso came to a conclusion that poly life is very sian as well.cuz u see arh.if u wan go out shopping.if u choose near places.nth to shop one.den if far ones no one will wanna go cuz very far.den sch itself oradi is sian one.so its like many ppl after lesson will say wan go home one.so end up MORE SIAN.the most is go eat together as a group only lar.
den we sian until hor.we r organising a pool game tml.maybe at safra or at school.den we r asking ppl to come and play oso.hahas.our so called cliques lor.hope will be fun tmr.
ok thats it for now.i will blog if theres anything happen.
goodbye!
Published at 23:17
12.8.07
hahas that lammie orbit suddenly appear on my blog.
wondering how is he like now.i had owaes wanted to ask him which school is he at now.but kip forgetting.hahas.
*reTRO roCKS.
Published at 00:49
11.8.07
hm arnd 1 wk nv blog.whr shud i start with..lemme think.
mon.
got back my csa excel test results!i got 7.5/15!!!!!!so happy leh.cuz i din expect myself to pass.not that my excel are bad until wad.but just that the day of the test i was having stomach ache,and im trying to tolerate with it.very very painful.and this bloody person, unsaved number kip calling me!!den not only very painful, the vibration oso kip disturbing me!things that i hav learnt i did not do.i only managed to do some of them.den i gave up lor,went to toilet to shit.HAHAS.den its abt time oradi.i told myself that i will fail.and i expected a 3/15?or sth lidat.hahas funny huh.
thursday.
its national day.happy birthday singapore!went out with wt.that ash hor.say wan come wan come end up nv come.oso nv tell us.like abit weird.forget it since she apologised.wondering wad has happened to her when we waited to 4plus when she say she coming at 1 plus.and when i called her she was at home.her brother answered and ash din wanna take over the phone.weird sia.
anw its zhiying's bday as well.happy birthday ZY!we walked arnd tm lor.den have some chattings at mac.was so sians cuz i was intending to play pool but she doesnt want.but nvm lar.at least we chatted abt our school thingy and laughed.den i was saying to wt,"how come our outing owaes turn out to be WU YAN DE JIE JU.hahas.
friday.
today was the commskill summative test.gosh weightage is 30% leh.den i still late a few minutes.hahas.initially thought i wouldnt have enuf time to finish.but end up finishing in the last few minutes.hope can do better lar.cuz my mid sem din do well.
after that went for macro lecture.was expecting to see audrina but did not see her!hahas.very few only today.last week was like a lot ppl lor.last topic oradi.hais.
actually macro is fun.but going to end soon.think micro is hard one lor.sians.after lecture my cliques and i went to biz park.and ate lunch.aft that sam and i went tm.we see 77th street arh.watsons arh.den we went to simei.cuz he wanna come and see sth.was quite a few hrs of shopping bah.den very tired lo.
*nxt mon commskill presentation!ARGH.gosh.wearing formal and will feel very nervous one lar!owaes stammer here and there.GOSH.this weekend im gonna prepare my cue cards and practise more in front of the mirror.and time limit is 4 mins.have to time myself oso.cannot under or over use the time.will penalise lor.
hope presentation goes well for me!wish me good luck!
this song is so nice.now the trend is retro,stick that into ur mind.sang by jun nan mei nv.selina and leehom.
Published at 00:09
4.8.07
today aftnoon watched the tv and saw this show with fei lun hai.its last time one.den repeated.
den dunno why.tonight watched kangxi they came oso.so i watched them the whole day.lols
oh yah.today when i was walking to the bus stop.i saw this hey gorgeous stage at the plaza there.den i saw the channel u crews.intended to watch the recording of the show.but no one pei me.so i just went home lor.
den my sis say she saw fiona xie and ben walking towards business school to buy things to eat.den she say fiona xie is quite tall with her high heels,and looked pretty,and with a thick makeup.think without heels she wont look short oso.arnd 165+?dunno eh.
happy belated birthday peien=)
oh yah today is my sister's birthday as well.we'll be going bugis fish &co.cuz my the other sis working there.
if i did not rmb wrongly,tsuhong birthday oso on 4th.lols no one cares bah.
Published at 00:09
2.8.07
gosh it has been long since i last blogged.
very sry everyone.
and FINALLY
projects are finished.left with one presentation of commskill.was very stressed over project lately.headache.
OB presentation was bad.aft that presentation i told myself to change project group the nxt sem.cuz SERIOUSLY,all of them like to do last min work.considered unlucky for me this sem.my grades are down.
but this doesnt mean i will give up OK!still got nxt sem.im gonna change to a better group.nxt sem gonna be tougher as in the subjects.hais.
studying is seriously tiring man.im still wondering wheres my perserverence i had when i studied for O.all gone!no not all.most of them.LOLS.come back pls.
ytd met weiting.is she wan mit me one.at my sch.den end up we do nth..?aft lunch with ziyun they all.we went to the library and i did my things and she stared at me.........i was like and then?anything next?
ask her pei me go mensa eat she dun wan.ask her go play pool oso dun wan.not to mention that she in the end pei me go just bcuz ziyun still got project to do.and say until i kip begging her to go.hello?are u there weiting.lols.is not i wanna mit up one leh.and i ended lesson at 1pm,den if nv mit u can go home slp one u noe.den mit u until 6 plus but do nth at all.such a meaningless meeting!gosh.and on the phone u keep hanging on to the phone,say we long time nv chat.i wan hang oso cannot.u kip asking me to wait and u do ur stuff..?i was like waiting and wasting my phone bill onli.den i say anything tml mit liao den say.but when we mit liao oso nth to chat about.its super -.-
gosh.alright i'll stop toking about those uninteresting things.
today went shopping!alone but good.cuz sometimes its good to shop alone.shopping with another person or in groups will end up failing in shopping.know why?u have to compromise this person and that person.end up with nth.so the best is ALONE.
i bought one tie for my formal at tm.
and when i reached eastpoint.i saw this crowd of ppl at IP zone.i was like wah got sales arh!cannot lose to these ppl!den end up buying 2 pants.hahas!
gotten back my accounting class test today.was sad.got only 40/45.cuz my fren got full marks.so more sad for myself.cuz he got b3 and i got a2 for POA.lols.i know O lvl results doesnt really count anymore but u know?i expect more from myself.so no choice.
exams coming!sians.initially thought projects finished very good liao.but now EXAMS.a bigger word.gosh..
and moreover,nxt sem we studying all new subjects oradi.so sians!and will have new projects as well!!!!!!GOSH.watch me faint in nxt sem.
argh.obviously i hav not been happy over the past weeks.gosh.and nxt time when weiting asks me out i wont agree again.seriously.kidding lar.if she really got some places to go like bugis or pool,den i will go.if just mit out and without saying reasons huh...haha i will say NO!but with ash ok lar.cuz ash is oso not a boring person,she will definately agree on going to some entertaining places.not like u=x ops.
hope i will do well for my EXAMS!!!!!!
Published at 23:36