IRRITATING GUY IVE MET!
did i mention this bef?
there was this irritating guy..
whom was really really disgusting,
ugly, weird and try too hard.
can u imagine? every one would find
him this way! not just me ok.
from the moment i met him,
i swore to myself so hard that he's not
one whom i would get close to, due to his
weirdness and EVERYTHING. ARGH..!
all the while, i have been trying to get close
with other people, who were more 'normal'. LOL
but who knows? those turned out to be a
disappointment, it was all out of expectation.
by then, i dont really have anyone to talk to.
and know wad!? this disgusting weirdo is always
bugging me.
oh well.
i talked to him regarding the problems
ive met, since he's soo eager to listen.
like wtf right? get lost pleasseee!!! =S
well, thats not the end of the story.
while i was trying to re-conciliate my
frenship with the other people,
he's owaes giving me unnecessary suggestions
rgd my problems, like who wanna listen right?!?!?
so thru times and times,
as it was kind of tiring
holding on the problem for too long,
i have realized that i shud let go
of the past.
and i tell u ,
this freak has got INVISIBLE power that he has
done alot for me, yet i am not able to
sense it AT ALL. and i dun wish to.
however one day,
somehow or rather, i am able to notice
wad this disgusting freak has been doing
all along.
come to think of it, he has done alot for
me, by listening to me etc.
its only until i let go of the past,
then im able to notice his presence,
kindness and everything.
i know its kind of cruel for me to
treat this freak coldly last time.
so now im trying to make it up.
so this freak,
has eventually
turned
out
to
be
the
best
buddy i could ever afford.
i really regretted for not treating u
wholeheartedly the moment i met u.
now that i have regretted,
i hope its not too late.
i know u wouldnt blame it on me either.
its just simply amazing,
that u this freak could one day be my buddy.
;)
thanks buddy for everything u have
given me..
buddies forever;)