mich told me this.
when friend A asks B to go out,
B reject.
again, A asks B to go out,
B reject again.
so gradually,
A gets sicked and tired of it
and decided not to ask B to go
out again.
that's when 2 persons start
to distant.
didnt say anything cuz i know.
know that its not worthy.
there are many other people who is.
just too fake,
everything is.
its owaes till the last minute,
then salvation was being done.
sometimes when things are gone,
they are really gone,
no point holding on.
no one likes leading such
exhaustive life.
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suddenly rmb that by right,
my mother should have another
daughter, which was supposed to
be my elder sister, older than
me by 4 years.
however, it was being aborted
due to i-dunno-what reason.
this has made me thinking.
if she was borne,
i wouldnt be present in this
world.
if my parents want 4 kids,
i would be the 5th and may
be aborted,i supposed.
after all we arent that rich to
have 5 kids.
and again,
i start to think about my
purpose in life.
the impact i bring to
the people arnd.
well after all,
im still leading a happy
life!
so no worries!