days ago my internet
connection was down.
thats why i wasnt
online for the past
few days.
i suddenly feel that
internet is so impt
to me.
it is a form of
entertainment
u see.
however,during the period
when my internet was down,
i installed theme hospital
and played again!
so addictive.
so it somehow helped me
kill my time.
well, exams are over!
finance,din do the last part.
HR,like all common sense,
but i also dunno if my answers
are acceptable.
MBS-worst.i anyhow bomb
from start till end.
some qns i know lar,
cuz i only studied the
main parts.
forget it.
they are all over!
after last paper i went
out to town wit vera.
was very funny bcuz,
we were waiting for 518
at sch's bus stop,
but it just refused to
come despite other buses
like 15,23,69 all came.
although these few buses
came,the crowd in the bus
stop remained,this implies
wad?
haha,
means that everyone's going
to town!
so when 518 come,
the bus was packed by us.
so on the bus,
i was asking vera,
why not the sch arrange buses
for us to go town during the
end of exam period,as a form
of benefit which we learnt in
HR.
haha.
spent a nice time at town.
though i din bought a single
thing due to my financial
status. haha.
so overall was accompanying
that 38 to buying things only.
one thing exciting was,
we went into Louis Vultton
and Chanel.
we were damn s t r e s s lar!
we went in just to experience
only,not to buy of cuz.
funny part was we were so
crazy outside,but when go in,
we act as if we very rich
and dun even dare to joke
arnd.
i swear that chanel watches
are freaking exp!
we saw one watch,
which was 7k.
it wasnt the max.
beside it,
i saw the price with alotttt
of numbers on the price tag.
23k if im not wrong.
we nearly fainted,
so we left.
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well,recently
i have been thinking
about kiki's death.
dunno why also.
i was wondering how come
he din even closed his eyes
when he died.
my frens told me that he
still got something to
accomplish, thats why.
i felt very sad,
as when he was struggling
before his death,
i couldnt do anything
but to call out to him
repeatedly.
i seriously dun deserve him
to like me that much.
bcuz im not even taking good
care of him.
i have been saying that i
do not have someone who knows
me deep inside my heart.
however,
i recently found an answer.
the one who really knows abt me
is kiki.
he is the most undertanding,
committed and best fren i could
ever had.
but when he was around,
did i treat him equally?
i cant find any other similar fren
in this world.
kiki,
are u watching over me now?
im thinking of u now.
i miss u,
but pls dun miss me,
cause i dun deserve it.
at all.
i just love u the way
u are.
u are my best fren whom
i could ever wished for,
be it the past or now.
no one could replace u.
esp bebe who's always to
act cute.
i love you=)