29.9.08

OMG.

舞林大道 is showing on
channel U!
super love 大S.

will be watching
Connected soon...!
dunno who pei me
watch leh.

oh ya,
got sth amazing to
say!
days ago my lips
were cracking.
and i forced myself
to use the
longtimenosee
lipbalm before i
actually sleep.
that was the first
night.

so when i woke up,
the lips were still
the same, as in the
cracking remains.
those who had exp
it will know how it
painful and dry it was.

so on the 2nd night,
i forgot to bring my
lipbalm to my bed,
as my bed was on
the upperdeck.
i was really lazy to
go down alr.
so i was thinking whether
to give up applying it.

however,my body lotion
was on my bed.
i usually apply it on my
hands if not my skin near
the nails would be too dry
and start to peel.

I TRIED STH EXCITING!
GUESS WAD I DID?
...
...
...
...
...
..
.

I APPLIED BODY LOTION TO
MY LIPS!
WHOOO!

and the result is...?

FANTASTIC!

now my lips dont even peel,
and it feels very soft and
smooth.

omg.
i'd nv had this kind of
lips before!

hah,
it sounds so wrong i know,
but the feeling is just
great la.

just some exciting things
happening in my boring-working
life.

oh ya,
the person who's incharge
of me in my workplace,
is seriously getting onto
my nerves.

i went in only for one wk?
and when i made mistakes,
as if i did it on purpose,
he will say

"dont do blindly!
if dunno have to ask us!"

or
"your purpose of coming here
is to help us, not we assist u."

or even
"you need to have interest in
wad u doing. if u have no interest,
i suggest u to find a job that
matches ur interest."

or
"who brought u in? have u attended
any computer courses before?"

oh shitty hell.
even if im very good at computers,
i will need time to get used to ur
company system isnt it?!
and ur typing is so lousy,
keep on having mistakes and
pressing backspace repeatedly,
think u so great?
just by ur 20 yrs work exp
doesnt mean ur computer skill
is good okay.
-.-

WAD THE FFFUUUCCCCKKK RIGHT!?

i know that there were alot
of temp coming in and out,
and he have to teach them
repeatedly.
but is that the right way
for him to treat me?!

den aft that,
when i was doing sth,
i have some doubts,
i ask him.
he will say,
"See you will have to
understand. you will have
to write down the things
that ive told you."
and aft that he'll explains
frustratedly.

before he teach me sth new,
he will sometimes say write
down.
den when he nv say, i ask
him if need to write down,
he'll say no need.
so i assume that when he
nv say, i no need to write?

can u give me clearer
instructions!?
u dun wan to cooperate wit me,
i seriously have to idea how am
i gonna assist u, u get it?

ok,
for the sake of money,
i tolerate.

and i seriously dun wan
school to reopen so fast
pls.

Published at 19:26

24.9.08

OK SINCE BLOGGER DUN ALLOW ME TO
UPLOAD PICS.

HERES MY NEW LINK IF U WANNA
SEE MORE PHOTOS:

http://enggie-chunnie.livejournal.com/

this blog will still be
updated by me.
so i have 2 now.
so dun delete this blog link.

and dun bother to relink
me to the new one,
cuz i will be putting
up the new livejournal
link here,
so that u can just refer
to there.

fyi,
my latest post was
posted there!
go take a look=D

Published at 00:27

23.9.08

love my job!
omg.
oh fking blogger,
dun let me upload
my images.

nvm.
tok abt it when
im free.

easy easy money~~~
come in!~~
roll in~~!

im crazy alr,
and listen UP!!

and i dun regret
working AT ALL!
haha.
lol.

=D

Published at 00:05

21.9.08

LOL

how silly can i get.
i put up the SHE song
without them singing.
which means the ktv
version.

anw,
just put up a song
sang by xiaogui.

xiaogui is seriously
good looking lar.
unfair.
hahaa.

shopping at bugis!
with wanting and yuren.
had fun shopping with
them though the shirts
i find nice doesnt apply
the same to them.

majority of the time
was helping yuren to find
his t shirts and stuff.

and wanting was totally
accompanying us!
so good right.

but when that yuren
ps us, she managed to see
a tee and bought it.

anw,
i got a sudden feeling
that,
i regretted working.

fk.
nvm,
i just wan money.

argh.
dun wan think abt it!
cuz if i say regret now,
ppl like the yuren will
laugh at me,
cuz i used to say that
as long as got
money im anything.

how jian lur.
ok so,
i wan money.

ARGH.
fk.
how?!

Published at 03:09

19.9.08

SORRY.

im sad.

im just not happy.

no one will know the reason.
hah.

i feel suffocated,
cuz i cant really do the
things that i want.

i dunno how to deal with
this kind of thing.
seriously.
it has been bothering me
for quite some time.

i wont be saying the details,
cuz i just cant.
its too personal to say it
here.

haha.

those who are reading,
dun get frustrated just bcuz
i din say out the details.

but just rmb that,
i need u.
i need u all.
=D

anw,
im working soon.
hope that i can just use
this to forget the probl
that im facing now.
keeping myself busy
will somehow help?

well.
days before,
i was feeling damn bad la.
cuz yuren asked me to take
his shirt along which was
in co studio.
but i din really hear clearly,
so i merely took his bag.

and when we reached esplanade,
he asked me if i got take
his shirt here.
i said no,
and he went back by cab
back to tp,
costing him 37 bucks.

if u were me,
would u feel bad.
felt damn sorry.
seriously sorry man.

i need money.
to shop,n
to pay back yuren
for cab fare.

if i nv pay back,
i feel damn bad sia.
at least half of the fare?
thats the only thing i can
do to lessen my guiltiness.

aiya.
i need money.
i need ur accompany.

somehow it rythms
coincidentally.
lol.

=(

记得要忘记，忘记
经过我的你。
毕竟只是很偶然
的那种相遇。

Published at 03:41

16.9.08

OH MY ASS.

i think i look ugly
now and i din even
realise.

everyone's toking abt
my hair.

OKAY OKAY.
cutting soon ok.

but i scared the
person cut until
more ugly!
wtf lar.

i'll cut my hair
and post a photo.
and u all see how lur.
seriously,
i dunno wad hair to cut.

everyone's finding me
weird i think,
cuz im becoming more and
more,

ugly.

whats wrong with me?!
argh!

haha.

oh yar, i din mention
abt my results hur.

Water Tech- A
Business Chi- C+
Human Resource- C+
Finance- D+
Managing Bus System- D+

im gonna go sch and
ask them check my paper
for finance.
cuz i really dun believe
i got so low,with a coursewk
grade of C.

cant possibly drop,
i studied and practised
throughly.
can u imagine?

in fact finance was my
most confident subject.

like wtf.

but miracally,
water tech,
i like anyhow all the way
ended up with A.
lol.
this one no need to
check cuz it was an A!

i seriously dunno wad i
studied for water tech lo!

anw,
finding a temp job lur!
anyone can recommend?

now,
thinking that i look ugly,
makes me feel upset.
=(

nvm.
its the ugliness that makes
up my character.
=(

ASSHOLE..!
OKOK CUTTINGHAIR SOON.
BYEBYE.

Published at 04:39

15.9.08

ROTTING.
i have been playing
viwawa dynesty chess!
and theme hospital.

my life now is totally
adnormal.
sleep at 6am,
woke up at 5pm.
so ended up i macham
only got night life.

and miracally,
i woke damn early today!
3.30pm!
cuz i slept at 6am.

arnd 8 i tired already
lor,and i told myself,
i seriously woke up too
early already.

the reason why i woke up
so early is bcuz i wan
to adjust back my life
to the normal way.

this holiday,
besides co is purely
slacking.
wan work but cant find,
or rather din make much
effort to find.

i seriously love sleeping
so much!
sleeping plus playing
computer!
life's simply great with
these two things.
hahah.

oh ya,
seriously,
shud i solo with yi zu?!
ive got a junior,
who happened to learn
b4 and passed grade 5/6.
and she say yi zu is
considered easy alr.
to me also not VERY diff,
but if i solo that song
i feel so uneasy!

i dunno.
seriously.
HOW?!
duet with her isit?
aiya.
dunno if can anot.

ok,shall upload some
recent photos of mine,
to make my blog look
more interesting.
=D

was waiting for bus 15,
and it was freaking hot.
took so long to come.
!!!
so started camwhoring
to see if hair was messy.
lol.

thats all.
bye~!

Published at 01:03

7.9.08

photos taken wit
38 at town uploaded!
only have a few
as the rest are
quite ugly.
seriously.
lol.

Published at 20:00

4.9.08

days ago my internet
connection was down.
thats why i wasnt
online for the past
few days.

i suddenly feel that
internet is so impt
to me.
it is a form of
entertainment
u see.

however,during the period
when my internet was down,
i installed theme hospital
and played again!
so addictive.
so it somehow helped me
kill my time.

well, exams are over!
finance,din do the last part.
HR,like all common sense,
but i also dunno if my answers
are acceptable.
MBS-worst.i anyhow bomb
from start till end.
some qns i know lar,
cuz i only studied the
main parts.
forget it.
they are all over!

after last paper i went
out to town wit vera.
was very funny bcuz,
we were waiting for 518
at sch's bus stop,
but it just refused to
come despite other buses
like 15,23,69 all came.

although these few buses
came,the crowd in the bus
stop remained,this implies
wad?
haha,
means that everyone's going
to town!
so when 518 come,
the bus was packed by us.

so on the bus,
i was asking vera,
why not the sch arrange buses
for us to go town during the
end of exam period,as a form
of benefit which we learnt in
HR.
haha.

spent a nice time at town.
though i din bought a single
thing due to my financial
status. haha.
so overall was accompanying
that 38 to buying things only.

one thing exciting was,
we went into Louis Vultton
and Chanel.
we were damn s t r e s s lar!

we went in just to experience
only,not to buy of cuz.
funny part was we were so
crazy outside,but when go in,
we act as if we very rich
and dun even dare to joke
arnd.

i swear that chanel watches
are freaking exp!
we saw one watch,
which was 7k.
it wasnt the max.
beside it,
i saw the price with alotttt
of numbers on the price tag.
23k if im not wrong.
we nearly fainted,
so we left.

______________

well,recently
i have been thinking
about kiki's death.
dunno why also.

i was wondering how come
he din even closed his eyes
when he died.
my frens told me that he
still got something to
accomplish, thats why.

i felt very sad,
as when he was struggling
before his death,
i couldnt do anything
but to call out to him
repeatedly.

i seriously dun deserve him
to like me that much.
bcuz im not even taking good
care of him.

i have been saying that i
do not have someone who knows
me deep inside my heart.
however,
i recently found an answer.

the one who really knows abt me
is kiki.
he is the most undertanding,
committed and best fren i could
ever had.
but when he was around,
did i treat him equally?
i cant find any other similar fren
in this world.

kiki,
are u watching over me now?
im thinking of u now.
i miss u,
but pls dun miss me,
cause i dun deserve it.
at all.
i just love u the way
u are.
u are my best fren whom
i could ever wished for,
be it the past or now.
no one could replace u.
esp bebe who's always to
act cute.
i love you=)

Published at 02:32