maybe,perhaps?
maybe,perhaps?right frm thebeginning,in some eyes of ppl,im not considered a friend,at all.so yah,just to expressthe little disappointment inside me.well,i may be mistaken as well. sry if i am.alright.
shall not be an
emo post,again.
haha.
im owaes trying
to make myself
smile,laugh,and
not to think
negatively.
i think im a little
siao,cuz sometimes
i will entertain
myself in front of
the mirror,trying
to make myself
laugh.
haha.like wtf..?
well,
for ytd,i went for
ching ming fest,and
the post-concert
bbq on the same day.
so its like,the whole
day im immersed in
the environment of
smoke.
bad for the face sia.
haha!
din really want to go
for the chingmingfest
one,but my father like
abit forced.
so ended up going.
so yea,
aft that,went to the bbq,
really scared i go the
wrong place sia.
but end up reached!
sense of achievement,
cuz i totally sucks in
roads and directions.
shud i learn driving?
no one will dare to sit
bah,even if i got a car.
haha.
but to me right,
driving will be a thing
belonging to future.
dunno why.
so yah,
tokin abt the bbq
celebration.
erm,ok only lar.
got abit sian,as in
we have to find
entertainment
ourselves.
haha.
ive eaten alot,
before i actually
went for the bbq.
and sharon says
need to pay $5.
luckily,
i brought poker
so it din end up
THAT sian.
i was complaining
to them,
i come here like
nv eat anything,
and cards even
have to bring myself,
and still have to
pay $5. HAHA!
(as u noe,im broke
like what now!)
the only good thing
abt the bbq is only
the bonding lor.
thats all.
so not that bad lar.
oh yah,
the moment i reached
the condo,immediately
i asked ppl whrs the
toilet.
i wanted to shit like
mad.
i tell u,
the toilet damn hot lar!
inside still got suana.
thats why.
and i needed a lot of
strength,
so end up perspiring
after the whole process.
and i keep going arnd
telling ppl,
"WAH I SHIT UNTIL
VERY HOT SIA."and,i said it,
PROUDLY.well,only one more week,
to sch reopen.
i tot just started holiday
ONLY!
ok.
actually i oso dunno
whether to look forward
to it or not.
well,
as u noe,
im very lifeless,
yet i dislike studying.
i like suddenly dislike
studying arh?
my motivation must
come back.
if not,i'll die.
seriously!
alright,
BYE ALL!