im really disappointed,
confused of wad ash is
exactly doing.
from my bday,
say wan celebrate with
me till now,say wan call me
on that day,and till now?
nth.
sms dun wan reply, and
calls dun wan answer/
call back.
i was like wow,
are we living in a village
whereby there isnt any
form of communication?
i really dunno lar seriously.
sometimes i really wan give
up on my frens,such as stop
calling them anymore,and
ignore their calls/sms totally,
and thats it.
no more meeting outs,
and we'll nv see each other
anymore.
but is that wad we really
wan?
it seems that im OWAES the
only one salvaging the frenship.
aiya forget it.it has owaes been
tiring,and no one bother to care
except for the stupid me.
im owaes stupid.
i kip asking them to go out,
but?end up nothing.
it seems like im pestering
them to go out.
well,no heart to meet up=
wont meet up at all.
should i continue to be
doing all these?
or should i give up?
the feeling is so,
fucked up.
ARGH!!
poly classmates?
they LOVE going home
to the bits.
they simply love it.
wow so interesting.
thats why i nv depend
on them to go out
at all.just let them
go back to protect their
gold bars in their home.
aiya dun wish
to say too much things.
just very pissed off with
the life im living,the frens
im having except for some,
and everything thats
related to me.
the number of frens who
are willing to go out with
me,add up only 4-5?
thanks to these frens,
if not,i'll be found dead
at home,cuz i wil
commit suicide.
initially i was very high,
due to the finish of exams.
but somehow,
when i realised that i have very
few frens,my highness dropped
to the lowest.
im owaes a failure in these
frens-managing sector.
天啊!