can ppl stop cruelty to animals..?!
ive watched a video and its really
cruel to a large extent.
unlike meibin,
i think i shudnt paste the link here.
cuz it will really corrupt ur brain.
if wan watch go to meibin's blog
thru my links.
i did not finish watching the video.
cuz i really think if i continue watch,
it shows that im enjoying it.
and also,i felt pity for the dogs
in the video.
and the way to show it isnt to
continue watching.
cuz for eg when u r being
tortured,do u wan so many
ppl to see?
thats more cruel to u right?
so it similarly applies to them.
i rather them to kill them first,
instead of torturing and tearing
their skin apart while alived.
i somehow thinks that,the one
who shot the video,
and the ones torturing,
doesnt hav any humanity.
if the one shooting the video
has humanity den i think
he will feel sry for the dogs right?
may the ppl die asap.
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alright.
gotta change my tone now.
haha.
i woke up so early bcuz of
cds selection.
its like so fast lor.
the choices given to me was
so limited!
im so loss of wad to choose.
actually in fact,
all the ones i chose,
arent the ones i wan initially.
1st-water technology.
2nd-business chinese.
3rd-leadership.
4th-psychology.
5th-sociology.
i wan calculus!
STILL cannot take.
last time put 1st choice,
couldnt get it despite
my appeal.
NOW,cant even got the
option to choose!
die.
my cds owaes in science sch-.-
ppl owaes find me weird
when they asked me my cds.
i would say,
human health and disease.
my currently cds.
den their mouth will slant.
then when i asked them
wads theirs.
they will reply french.
its like so many ppl take
language.
but they dunno that language
is much tougher to score.
to me cds is to help me
pull up my gpa lar.
but maybe to them,
learn new things more impt?
argh.
im so pisssed sometimes.
nowadays ppl cant think.
i dun like last-minute
den suddenly ppl ask
me go out u see.
but all my frens are like this.
not say all,but majority.
last if today wan go out,
the night before i will call
the person one.
den if the person say not sure,
i hav to wait till the other day.
which im not prepared at all.
is like suddenly morning call me,
say ok or wad.
i need time to prepare ok.
not like u all.
however.
there are some extreme cases.
can/cannot go oso dun wanna
say.
wth is happening to u?
give u ample time oradi,
still dun reply?
call dun answer?
it seems like im owaes begging
my frens to go out with me.
tell me.
am i really frenless?
i rmb not long ago
i went out with wt and ash.
for k and pool.
den i think i mentioned that
i owaes call them out but they
owaes nv come out one.
den i heard an reply stating,
'go call ur fren kelvin lar~!'
the nxt reply i gave was,
'arent u all my frens?'
ash said,'oh so we arent ur frens.'
(in a sarcastic way)
although it sounded fine.
but it isnt alright to me at all.
im so PISSED.
who can i call to go out with?
its so limited.
its ok to say 'cannot go'.
but why isit that u ask me
to go call other frens?its
like a mother gave her child a toy,
and asked him to play with it
himself.den when the child say,
mummy play with me.
the mum say'go play with ur toy lar!'
im not being emo.
but its just somehow my thinking
and feelings.
the feeling is owaes fukening.
i dunno why but i dun usually
call my poly frens out.
im feeling empty inside me.
its not that i cant accept a
'cannot' answer.
im not a sore loser.
tell me straight.
one word'cannot'.
dun give VERY VERY
out excuses.
cuz im reasonable,
i will listen to any reasons u
have got.
but if u misuse it,
and try to make-up something,
i will lessen the amount of
belief in u nxt time.
and maybe im very
straight-forward sometimes?
i know it.
if offended pls forgive.
its either we r close enuf to
offend u,
or u urself doesnt even need
the doubt to offend.
its somehow like that?