22.10.07

went to work and i tot it was 8bucks at first.
who knows!!?
it was 6bucks only-.-
i went there for the last time cuz i tot it was 8 bucks,
and now?
when i reached there i abit regretted.
hahas.
but nvm lar,
6 bucks oso money lar.
was very stupid cuz still gotta go back one more day to collect my pay.
and within 6 days somemore.
if not the money gone-.-
wad a stupid system.
cant they just bank in the money to our ac?
dots ...
hais,by right now is monday midnight,
so later i gotta go sch.
argh sch is really reopened without any doubts.
cuz i dun really hav the feeling of
"school's opening tml"..
dunno why eh.
different feeling compared to secondary sch.
maybe cuz i dun hav to wake up early tml?
sometimes i really thinks that time is passing too fast,
and im growing older by days.
so old that i cant tolerate.
hahas.
just wondering why things walk past u and just go,
almost everything.
the possession of things is owaes temporary,
but i hope old frens wont bcum history:D

Published at 00:27

20.10.07

recently have been going to co+ slacking at home.
and later will be working.
think is 8bucks/hr for today.
so happy :))))
den oso my last day of work liao.
hm wont be too sad cuz i dun like the ppl there.
hahas.
timetable was out that day.
and i kena LIVE SCIENCES as cds.
wth.
i tot i chose basic calculus at a early time?!
why give me my 2nd choice?
actually is bcuz nth to choose then i chose that.
but oso i interested in science lar.
BUT i think that subj and my course abit different tone right?
so its like dunno leh.
maybe will go and change it to basic calculus,which is amaths.
this subj is at least related to business course.
actually my timetable i dun think is good leh.
so its like i gotta find other slots for lecture den skip mine.
if not have to wait hours to attend a lecture,i wont do that.
if its tutorial den really no choice,cant change slot oso.
now very confused leh.
cuz my timetable oradi set,
den if i change to basic calculus,
do i hav to wait for their result?
or straight away know liao?
i scared will miss the first few lessons.
haiya,so sian.
dunno wad to do but i really wan basic calculus.
i think i will change no matter wad.
but will b abit mafan oradi.
i was thinking,basic calculus got so many ppl wan meh?
why nv gimme this subject?
i tot nowadays the ppl dun like these kind of subj and would
rather go for subj like jap and french?
haiya.
sch reopening nxt wk.
and my mon only got acc and live sci lectures?
acc i owaes nv go one.lols shud i go?
den live sci if i wanna change shud i go too?
thats my current problem.
hais forget.nxt time den decide.
and now,shud i dye my hair?
hahas,so many questions..
forget it.
i dun wanna sch to reopen!
save me arh....
but seriously long time nv mit up with sam they all oradi.
it has been so long man.
i think more than one month nv see them at all.
hais.
miss the food too.
argh so contradicting.
and my mp3 is lost!
so angry man.
i first bought a mp3,
now spoilt.
den aft that mp4 by my father,
now spoilt.
den another mp3 by my father,
now lost.
argh!
hope sch lessons wont be sian can liao lar!
and seriously my class arh..
hais...shake head.
5 cliques in a class.
divided until...
not fun having lessons one.
anw,i saw meibin's timetable.
it was soooo packed until.
cuz she retaking 2 subj which she failed.
den i kip telling her she very lousy.
hahas.
i told her HTM ppl whr got lidat one?
seriously.
all the best to her lar.
lols.
and weiting,
can help me organise one outing not huh?
long time nv see u and ash liao lei.
if wkdays cannot den wkend lor.
take one day off frm work lor.
i very hard to organise cuz u all are more busy.
so gotta see u all lor.
must organise leh,dun say see first lor hor.
lols.

Published at 01:23

17.10.07

ytd was fun!we,tpco were having our amazing race at the city area!i tot it was very adventurous and fun so i just agree to it without hesistation.haha
we were supposed to reach sch at 12.30 lidat.den 1pm the bus will leave.den cuz i previous day work until midnight,so i overslept lor.den i went there myself.when meifeng called me when i was making my hair,which was arnd 2pm,she ask hey whr r u?i say at home.den she told clement the vice chair,hey engchun still at home lei.den i heard clement saying ask him go die lar!haha!so funny lar,lidat oso need die.hahas.
den i reached city hall by train at arnd 2.40pm lidat bah.i phoned meibin who were in my grp oso,and they say mit at the fountain of wealth.den i was like eh dunno how go.but we hang up the phone and i managed to walk to suntec city.den aft i reach i was finding the escalator down so as to get to the fountain.den i saw meibin and my grpmates oradi.haha,meifeng was our grp supervisor,she know the answer to all our questions.den meibin,weilin(my pri sch classmate) and one more guy,kip forgetting his name for upteem times!and know wad?i was the leader for this team!gosh a luchi being a leader?!wad the heck lols.den i told them,if u all wan go missing,come,follow me.lols
den they oradi at the 4th question which is the fountain.den we took pic there together.we completed the 5th question with me drifting apart.den we walk to chijmes.completed our 6th question which was the gate of hope.
and we went to national lib for our water refilling cum toilet session.meibin kip wanting to shit lar.den in the toilet so long end up nv shit.dots.den we walked and continued our journey.can take bus or mrt with limited number of times but we just walk cuz not so far.
den went to fort canning there to look for our 7th question.den we had to sand national anthemn.dots no link anw.
den we went to ROM registry of marriage for the 8th question.haha den our task:2 person(regardless of gender) take photo together there.den meibin and i took together lor,since no one else voulenteered.haha!
den we walked and find our special mailbox(9th mission).i wasnt involved in the discussion cuz my mind was drifting away until dunno whr.hahas.followed them and i began to walk a bit faster cuz they say isit reach oradi?den i saw a special mailbox!i was very happy and i hugged the mailbox!haha love u man.den we procceded to our 9th task!
we were to find magazine road(11th task) and i think write down the shopping centre which located there.we took quite some time to find and the answer was central mall.dunno do wad one lols.
den nxt task,hokien road(12th task).the spelling wasnt spelled wrongly by me.it was meant to be lidis.den i asked ppl and started to get serious.i wanted to finish it faster so that when we end the game,our steamboat at marina bay will be sponsored 50%!which was 6 bucks,and we pay the other 6 bucks.but dunno why,almost all of us in my grp got the intuition that we will get the 2nd in place,with a total of 4 grps.den aft reading the map and stuff,we managed to find the place!den our task,guessing game,have to guess the co songs name while ppl tries to hint u.den weilin and i will hint meibin and the guy.first quest:fei tian.yes we got it correct.den 2nd quest:lao hu mo ya,yes correct.3rd was:hong chun lv jiu,i accidentally said 'hong' the word den kena changed quest.den nxt is yao zu wu qu,we got it correct.so we passed the task by answering 3 questions.proceed on to the 13th question.
maxwell road hawker centre.den we walk walk walk to there.started to rain.but we got umbrella:) when we reached,i saw the chick rice stall and we felt so hungry!cuz i nv eat anything at all.den the task,eat any one of our spore delicacies in 3 mins with 5 ppl.we were so happy!den we just ordered the chicken rice and ate it at a fast pace!still so hungry aft that.
and we proceed on to our 14th mission!go SCH singapore conference hall and count the number of male musicians.arh walk walk walk quite a distance.and cuz im just following the rest,i decided to make the effort to check the map if we were walking the right direction.den aft a while i managed to know how to get there.den i sort of bring them there den when i saw the SCH,i feel so contented!!!!seriously.not a luchi anymore ok.haha.den they ask me to run there and go count.den they wait downstairs for me.i agreed.but when i counted half way,i dunno this person is guy or girl!gosh den i told them,"hey i dunno this one gal or guy leh!come help me!"hahas.den we counted several times to get the answer 49 including ye cong the conductor.
den nxt task which was the last task was to go lao pa sat.den hav to count the number of satay stalls there.we ran and try to finish asap cuz we gotta report back to marina bay at 6 and the time when we ran to lao pa sat was oso 6 oradi!our conclusion after asking the vendor,10.dunno correct anot.
after that we completed and felt so happy!we ran to the raffles mrt and took train the marina bay.they run very slow leh.den when we reached marina bay,i saw no one there!den they say maybe they r hiding or wad.den we try to walk up the escalator to see if anyone there waiting,den to our surprise,kaijuan's grp oradi there!argh i felt so disappointed cuz initially i tot we were the first.sad case huh.hahas.i think they win cuz they got plan their routes,and they got john who knows the way very well,and they got take transport like mrt.
hais nvm lar,we admit defeat and we started playing games while waiting for the other 2 grps to come back.waited for arnd 45mins?den the last grp finally arrived.so slow can!hahas.den when they reach,it rained even much heavily.i can say is pouring oradi.den they still decide wanna eat the steamboat anot cuz if got the rain cannot eat,will kena splash one.den we took very long to settle whr to eat our dinner!some say vivo,kj and i say newton circus,meibin say bedok 85, some say pastamania,den i say KFC,some say pizza hut.so confusing cuz every option got ppl dun wan one.so is like after half an hour?we agreed to eat pizza hut at marina sq with much reluctant frm our side,meibin and i dun wan eat pizza hut cuz its not worth it and not full one.so we just agreed first den when we reached msq,kj meibin jonathan me and one guy decided to go the foodcourt to eat.after that mit the rest of them.den they say ok lor.den b4 going to the foodcourt,one of us,dunno who arh,suggest yushinoya.i was like ok i anything one.den last decision,yushinoya.
we ordered and i was kena conned.i said upsize the rice cuz i very hungry den they din upsize for me!den i went back to ask if this is large size they say yes.i was like wth?seriously lar.no student meal oso,den the meal cost me 8 plus bucks.i was quite unhappy with this meal,exp and not fulling!den the benjamin,frm changkat co that one.suddenly came to join us at yushinoya.we sort of find him pitiful den let him join us lor.den he very weird lar.ok nvm.den kj and meibin went to shit den left us 4 guys nth to do.den we started toking to break the coldness.haha.den when they come back we happened to be not talking.den they laughed cuz they find the scene weird haha.
den we went to carl's junior to find the rest,they say pizza hut full of reserves.lols.aiya i rather eat carl's jr lar.rather than the yushinoya which i was kena conned.den we started toking and kj meibin say wan go shopping.so we bid goodbye to the rest and went shop a while.msq is owaes very COLD!nxt time wan go there must bring jacket.seriously.forever cold.den when laugh when freeze sometimes,so the smile will look very fake.thats wad i felt haha!
den we 4 went to ate galare.cuz the waffle 50% off on tuesday.hehes.so happy.den they serve meibin kj's waffle very fast,jon and mine very slow!and when we ate,the ice cream wasnt very cold and the waffle not hot!ARGH!!so unhappy with the meals i ate today.
den went home by mrt with them and tok alot.hahas.kip laughing.i was telling them,if all the cockroaches in the world got wings and know how to fly,i will commit suicide.den they laughed.but im really serious.i wasnt kidding or wad.but flying roaches are just sooo...ewwww.
den i told them my experience while bringing my dogs down.i stepped onto a thing a it gave a squeek sound.den when i turned back it was a rat with all the blood.gosh...i killed it.ops.so disgusting oso lar.tok alot about the disgusting creatures in the world.like centipedes blabla.hahas.
den i suddenly tot of haqkani's funny act in class last time.he packed his bag properly at peter loh's last period,and carried them while sitting on the chair.den the whole lesson he became very unusually quiet.den when bell ring,and peter loh haven finish teaching,he just ran off!haha!that was really funny den all of us were watching him running out of the class.everyone was stunt.haha!so funny.
den kj say she very scared of rats.den she say rats will make her puke milk.LOLS!haha.den i joke with her,'hey kj puke milk will decrease breast size leh.'hahas.
haha wad a fun day out.nice one:)

Published at 00:49

15.10.07

nowdays work work work and work.
frm thursday til now.
normally i wont choose so many days one.
but bcuz i starting sch soon,
and wanna earn more money,
so just accept lor.
den till now meibin still haven get in-.-
she haven even gone for interview.
hais.
oradi last wk of holidays.
now den she going to e interview-.-
nowadays i feel a sense of achievement
with compare to the earlier days.
cuz now i almost know the stuff and system
there oradi,
so now is my turn to teach ppl who r new.
not to say i pick up first or wad,
cuz i dun usually self-praise myself one.
but dunno why,i feel more satisfied now.
ok stop all these stuff.
u noe that time i was walking home cuz i
finished work earlier,and they din provide transport,
i walk to orchard mrt.
and know wad?!
i saw prostitute attracting customers.
i was like gosh.
den an ang moh guy who happen to walk a dist away
frm me,was being called and asked by some of the pros.
den i was like better quickly walk and thats it.
cuz i scared they ask me.
but i think,i look young.
so thats why i din kena anything.
den one of the pros even hang onto the ang moh's
arm,and the angmoh shaked her hands off.
and the pros is stationed ALONG the pathway.
seriously.
aft walking a dist will see them pulling the angmoh guy.
so disgusting.
but i oso somehow pity them,
bcuz of $,they hav to do this.
i think they oso will feel ashamed of themselves
behind the scenes.
dunno eh.
i not them i dunno hahas.

and lastly,
this is to wt:
i ask u one question u repeat the same phrase again.
den i tot u were there,so u could see who were
on stage and stuff right?
and u shud know who won right?
so when i asked u cant u just say dunno if u really dunno.
and i did not get angry at all,
im only using harsh words.
and u were the one who used harsh words first.
u said 'pls stop toking about him'.
wads the diff btween this sentence and 'shut up pls'?
im just trying to know sth right,
and u hav to give those redundant answers like
different worlds all these,and nic handsome.
and fish here and there.
if i asked u the first time,
u just say "i dunno eh, i din see clearly."
thats it right?
a full stop and i definately wont ask again.
isnt it the right procedure?
u say u dun give a fish to that,
it means that i give a fish to that by asking,
which means im a sua ku by giving a fish to that?
u think properly lar.
frm last time till now.
ur words may seem alright to u,
but when it reflect onto other ppl's brain,
it will be opposite.
so pls watch ur words,
to avoid conflicts pls.

Published at 02:12

11.10.07

obviously i noe wad fish stands for.
do u think im stupid until lidat?
and anything i dunno i will ask one.
i nv ask means i noe.
so dun take me as stupid.
yea one from mars one from earth.
and the marsian come earth for wad?
im just trying to find out sth,
and u kip repeating that phrase.
one time is enuf.
ive got it.im not so dumb.
and still,he and us were classmates,
why isit that u hav to make until we had a fight with him or stuff.
ok forget it,take it as i nv ask.
and if u find this offensive just get out.

Published at 01:32

10.10.07

these few days slack at home.
before my work on thur fri sat and sun.
if nt arh,really no time to rest liao.
today got co but im not going oso.
hais sian.cuz im having abit of sore throat nowadays.
hope to recover soon so i can eat those fried food!
haha.i seriously everyday eat supper nowadays lor.
just one wish,
which is to gain weight.
but bcuz i oso ate alot of fried food,
i kena a little sore throat oso.
so i could only blame myself.
im thinking how come i end up working at shangrila,
and not at the picking up calls near safra.
cuz the picking up calls for mac delivery one is 6.50bucks,
den shangrila is only 6.
hais,i oso dunno why.i think is bcuz starting pay of 8 bucks which made me go in.
but they oso got provide dinner and transport,
so to really compare,
i oso dunno which job is better.
i have been leading a night life since then.
woke up late in the aftnoon and work.
reached home at midnight time.
argh i dun wan sch to reopen.
studying really can kill me and stress me sometimes lor.
and projects!i hate them.
how i wish that my holiday can be extended.
hahas,frens frm rp will start scolding me.
bcuz they only hav weeks,but ours is months,
and now i still wan extend.haha
yeah meibin coming work oso soon.
but she like abit dun wan oso.
cuz i at there very few frens only,
so i asked her in.
hope she will stay lar,
only a few weeks to sch reopening only.
hais just wanna earn more money only lor.
like only got this aim in my life now.
wad else can i yearn for.
how long will i hav to wait for an outing with wt and ash?
waited for so long oradi lar.they holiday end liao still nth.
got mit out but owaes end up nth.
i hate an unorganised outing.
got the risk of turning out to be a wuyandejieju.
haha.i like saying this.
ok lar,wont b update this wk cuz will b wrkn all days frm tml onwards.
$_$ money money!

Published at 17:13

9.10.07

hoo.i must really admit that my 3 days work are so tiring.the 3 days which are fri sat and sun.and now my leg still aches.hais.bcuz of money i really hav to tolerate alot of things.
i rmb it was sat.den i was in a team of 5.got 3 of them,make me very pek cek!not say to an extreme,but some of them really did.
one of them,an Indonasian bah.his mouth really stinks.but its not his problem.his probl is that he speak very unclear!!!he speak like,"eh den the napkin ahh ehh open arh?"den he speak very soft oso,so u hav to close up ur ears to him so as to know wad is he toking about!!so pek cek,cuz of his bad breath as well.so irritating.the whole evening i kip tolerating with him arh!!and he's new somemore.gosh,so many things to ask.den when supervisor wan tel us sth,we crowd arnd the supervisor,he,dunno why,will squeeze his way thru to get near the supervisor,den block my entire view!i dunno wad is he up to,but he owaes like to get near ppl!yucks.den when i was holding arnd 6 glasses of champaign on my tray to serve a table,this guy bang into me!!all the glasses shaked but i managed to stable it.but the thing is that,he din even know he had bang into me,and u know wad is he doing when he knocked into me?he serving another table as well!ok if he was walking hurriedly i cant blame him.but serving table only u bang me.i got so frustrated man.he din even notice and not to mention an apologise!my glasses nearly fell off the trays and im so near to the guests!and the guests all very big shot one,cuz supervisor got say all are very rich and famous one.this stupid guy,can go die lar!wad a irritating guy.
den another one.a gal frm china.not say i dun like ppl frm these countries but just to add that there is a communication barrier that has brought to my sense of irritation.cuz that night is a western dinner,den we hav to serve ladies before men.den got this table left one lady haven serve,and i saw one ppl going to serve oradi,so i started serving the gentlemens.den this sucky gal,tap me so hard on the back,and say LADY FIRST!den diao me.is like WTF u this china girl.u think u look like prostitute i scared u arh?!got panda eyes big deal?my dog the panda eyes nicer and cooler than urs ok!
den another incident.the pathway for us to walk is so damn narrow.only a thin person can walk thru.den when i intend to walk thru this pathway to look arnd the tables,holding with a tray.i saw this china gal blocking my way toking to a guest.den ok nvm i wait,maybe they finishing soon.so i waited.den aft a while she brought the guest to somewhere.and walk towards my direction,the pathway oso.cuz my tray is held horizontally,and it sort of block the way more,she just push the tray towards me and brought the guest to one place!the tray got those gravy all this one but it nv dirty my uniform lar.but dun u find it rude?!cant she say excuse me,or gently push the tray and say sry or wad.she just walk past and push it towards me like im the one blocking the way.yes even if i am the one who were blocking the way,u shudnt do this gal.or isit that u,this pros,cannot hold the temptation and quickly bring the guest to another place to hav ur own "activity".gosh,this is so terrible.a waitress and a guest?nv see such a low class pros like u.
den got one more guy maybe frm singapore one.but i dun think so oso.den he speak until so unclear oso!he walk past me and will say "ah the blahsnjdndfjfd..."den i say huh?he nv reply.ALOT OF TIMES ARH!so irritating lar.den i told him,"hey how come i ask u wad u say u wont reply one huh?"he again,did not reply.the whole day was just spoilt by all these kind of creatures all arnd the world.gosh,shangrila,stop hiring foreigners who cant speak clear and basic english please!im going to turn mad arh!!!
and today,went to co.the day for me to rest and relax.co oso kind of relief stress mah.den i tok to meibin abt my work stuff.she oso joining me for this job.so happy cuz got ppl pei me liao!den i tell her that she will sure kena scolded by ppl there one,den she ask why.den i say cuz i everyday will kena scolded by ppl,regardless of wad i do.i hate the ppl arh!!!

Published at 01:48

2.10.07

wa kao my internet connection was down again.
and just now the singnet person came and check.is the wire problem.-.-
den now i think ok liao lar.
last fri i went to collect my pay.cuz we have to collect it within 6 days one.den i go collect lor.i asked my frens but none of them are free.so i went there alone:( den after collecting i went to the staff cafe there steal ice cream.haha.actually need uniform den can go in one.but no one checking,so i just steal lor.eating while on my way walking.i went to far east and shop aft that.finally break thru the situation of being bankrupt.feeling is so great.bought one converse shoe den see clothes.den go back simei.
i went back to simei and shop again at eastpoint.not say shop but buying things.i bought 2 clothes at IPZ,den bought some facial products again.hahas.den went to popular buy earpiece with my popular voucher.had a nice day buying the things i wanted.
den the nxt day cuz i hav to bathe my dogs,i cannot go work.den i call the hotel and say,erm sry i cannot work today cuz i hav to attend my relative's wedding.hahas.den they say last minute attend wedding?!den i replied,cuz my parents last minute den tell me oso.den she say ok.den i stunt,waiting for her to continue.den she say ok lar..!den i was like oh ok,bye.i din know she say ok to imply her agreement to my off day.lol
so sunday i went for work.many of those colleagues who join the same day as me quitted oradi.i was like -.- den very worried that i hav to eat alone for my dinner there.but saw one colleague of mine oso alone.so just join her lor.
den funny thing was when i reached home.my sister went to sleep a while aft i came home.den i did my bathing all these.den feeling very hungry,so cook instant noodles.den after eating cum watching tv,i went to sleep at arnd 5 plus.when i wasnt that deep into my sleep,my sister alarm rang!cuz she now having attachment.so she woke up aft that.so its like,our routine were like totally opposite.den the next day when i woke up at arnd 4?i smsed her and ask her buy me dinner on her way back.so its like,i come back she sleep,i sleep she wake up,i wake up she come back!i kip laughing when i mentioned that to her.den i was wondering if our routine are so opposite that,we cant even see each other at home!not possible huh,my imagination too wild liao.
and now got no more co liao.oso dunno why.oso good lar,no nid kip going out and coming back late.
my mission currently:to earn more money now during holidays to allow me to have enuf money to spend(eg clothings etc)im more and more materialistic if u dunno me.hahas no lar,not to that extend.
nowadays arh,i think im having a gaining weight program.and this is oso wad i wan lar actually.cuz im underweight!haiyah.cuz aft eating my heavy dinner,i will owaes feel damn hungry during midnight!so i will cook instant noodle or eat pizza bread.
i rmb got one time.i ate my heavy and dinner oradi.and i felt full aft that.den midnight i hungry again.den i ate my pizza bread,which i will feel not hungry aft eating owaes.but dunno why,i feel hungry again aft eating that.den my father called and asked if i wan eat anything.den i say ok,but not too much.den he say whr got not too much one.den he bought hokkien mee for me.the serving wasnt small,and i actually finished it again!gosh im a glutton.and nowadays midnight i was definately eat sth.if not i wont sleep.cuz feeling hungry is so unbearable.so the money i earned thru working,somehow a portion went into food expense.haha
ok lar,i shall end here with a photo taken at esplanade before our perf.rmb to tag hor.
black hair coming back in trend.lol

Published at 17:31