hais.this week can be considered an unhappy week.dunno how to xplain.
today was the ccn day.we sold fried ice cream and bubble t.we earned a profit for 100+.but it goes to the student welfare one.saw kj,nic,nis.first time seeing eunice in tp.den she was saying tan eng chun,finally see u sia.blablabla.hahas.
well my guess was right.meichin knows nicholas.meichin is my current classmate.den cuz i saw the testi of nic's frenster.meichin's name was mentioned.i was thinking if it was my class's meichin.hahas so qiao.
i dunno why.i just dun feel good.at all.is like very wad lor.my fren zuanzhe kip wanting to go home.den left one guy,which is me,alone with the gals setting up the stall.den is like wth.i damn hungry one can.den no one accompany me for lunch.the other guys dunno go whr liao.if u had said it earlier at least i can join the others for lunch right.aiya nvm lar.but in the end he oso got accompany me eat,after 1+hrs of waiting.
ok this is how i feel abt _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _.i dun feel good when u go and join other grp.not proj grp,is the frens grp.i just dun like the feeling.i dunno why u hav to hesitate when we ask u to join our project grp.and den when u join other ppl's proj grp,u nv hesitate at all.is like i will think,is there anything wrong with us?hais.recently im just fretting over all these KIND of stuff.very sian.had been thinking alot..
i keep telling myself.to get a hold of myself.not to let these kind of things affect me again.why isit that this kind of probl hav to come to me so many times.frm last time till now.lols.argh.forget it.sry _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _,im not blaming u actually.but i just wanna say out wads in my heart to feel better.anw we r still frens:)))
i wanna stay happy no matter wad.hahas.but sometimes i find myself the smile/laughter not real enuf=x hahas.cuz i like lying to myself.lols
aiyo,projects projects.tutorial hws hws hws!!argh sian lar.esp projects.i dun feel good cuz he's in my grp for 2 subjects' prj.not that i dun like him.i really want him to be in our prj grp sia.but its just that i dun like the feeling when i thinks abt how unwillingly he feels to join us.dunno leh.maybe i think too much.hahs.
another probl.my hands are so itchy sometimes man.dunno wad the hell happened.my skin on my hands and even face are so sensitive.cuz sometimes will itch.i mean everyday will hav at least once.so irritating.am i allergic to wad sia.AND oso,my throat is so itchy oso.make me coughing sometimes.hais.itchy me:( hahas.
**i will smile.i will laugh.i will be happy:))))))